Jorja Smith - My Sister lyrics

[Chorus: Jorja Smith] This ain't somethin' I have done before I wish I knew 'cause this ain't somethin' I would do again What was I thinkin'? This ain't somethin' I have done before If I could go back now, this ain't somethin' I would do again [Post-Chorus: Shaybo] I'm makin' money moves, rise and shine On my grind, preach Early mornin', late nights I cannot get no sleep 'Cause money ain't guaranteed Money ain't guaranteed And livin' my life ain't cheap Livin' my life ain't free, yeah [Verse 1: Shaybo] There's money in this world to be made my sister Yet, you sittin' there cryin' over a broke ni**a He ripped your heart out, he left a hole in you You should've listened to the signs when he was showin' you He never treated you like a queen when you was buckin' him So, it doesn't matter what you've done or what you did for him Why you wastin' all your time? He isn't listenin' Baby, get rid of him [Pre-Chorus: Shaybo] I'm makin' money moves, rise and shine On my grind, preach Early mornin', late nights I cannot get no sleep 'Cause money ain't guaranteed Money ain't guaranteed And livin' my life ain't cheap Livin' my life ain't free [Chorus: Jorja Smith] This ain't somethin' I have done before I wish I knew 'cause this ain't somethin' I would do again What was I thinkin'? This ain't somethin' I have done before If I could go back now, this ain't somethin' I would do again [Verse 2: Shaybo] All of the sh*t that you initiated Did you get the same in return? Was it even reciprocated? Now you're over here cryin', you feel humiliated But it wasn't your fault, you was manipulated He told you he loved you so much, you couldn't see him hatin' All the mind games he was playin', couldn't anticipate it When he's stalling your phone, he's tryna keep you waiting When he asks "What's wrong?", he say you keep complainin' You got a beautiful smile like a Mona Lisa painting But he likes to see you cry 'cause it's entertainin' You keep on wipin' your eyes, tryna keep the pain in Standing strong by your guy because you think you'll save him All this is gaslightin' got you hallucinatin' Are you in love with the angel or are you hooked on Satan? Why you sayin' you're sorry when you know you should hate him? This ni**a made your self-worth lower than the pavement [Chorus: Jorja Smith] This ain't somethin' I have done before I wish I knew 'cause this ain't somethin' I would do again What was I thinkin'? This ain't somethin' I have done before If I could go back now, this ain't somethin' I would do again [Verse 3: Shaybo] Yeah Now you throw up everyday just to lose some weight Five bags on lipo' to change your body shape All 'cause he chose a skinny girl to take your place Now you think that it's your fault, he doesn't wanna stay He doesn't understand the sacrifices that you made His first baby mum took his baby gyal away But when it was your turn, you had to terminate But that's a different story, save it for another day [Pre-Chorus: Shaybo] Keep makin' money moves, rise and shine On your grind, preach Early mornin', late nights You cannot get no sleep 'Cause money ain't guaranteed Money ain't guaranteed Yeah, livin' your life ain't free Livin' your life ain't cheap [Chorus: Jorja Smith] This ain't somethin' I have done before I wish I knew 'cause this ain't somethin' I would do again What was I thinkin'? This ain't somethin' I have done before If I could go back now, this ain't somethin' I would do again