Jordan Lara - New Creation lyrics

Feat: Jc Villafan and Devin Leonti Aye yo this fights go'n k** me Married to a feeling Lust, pride, anger How long can I consider this? This well's running dry How long should I be drilling? Throwing fists at the wind Praying that I'm k**ing Running out of answers Appetite is fiending Another ten rounds Man is you dreaming? Don't want to show my face I'm all broken out Throw a veil on my head cuz the beast coming out If these walls could talk The walls in my heart They'd scream, “There's only so long till it all falls apart.” The sins I've been redeemed from Have me day dream'n Questioning my strength against its temptation Alone in the dark Bare knuckle boxing Bound by my past My thoughts got me locked in Chained to a memory A slave to bad habits So I laid down my life before God and said have it Chorus: God created the world And recreated my life My sins in the past I'm never looking behind The road ahead may be dark But now I can see Oh the future's looking bright God has something for me Ayo, my ships so far out Can't see the lighthouse All these shady hideouts I forgot to keep an eye out I'm stuck in a dark place Eternity in timeout My flame just flickers in the wind Till it dies out Ahh oh the cold dry feeling My soul cries out But my flesh ain't willing These lies I've been living Is shaping whom I am Which is never what I wanted Its the monster I became Believing in the lies - false doctrine Who's the author of deception? Fallen angel - that's him Reaching out through the crowds Only if I could touch the hem Of the garment of Jesus Maybe I could be cleansed Intense fenced in by my sins This world I've created Is depressing me immense Chained to a memory A slave to bad habits So I laid down my life before God and said have it Chorus Ay yo, crawled out hell whole Still smell the smoke Refined by the fire Purified by the cross All the notches on my belt Man I count it all loss They just don't carry weight when we talk about my pops Fostered by the Spirit Battle wounds - cured it God's peace like a river Flowing in me like a lyric Some scars still remain But the pain I don't bear it Free at last, free at last Go head repeat it like a parrot Tear down the walls Break down the idols Believe I said, believe Faith, faith like a child Strength like a lion Fighting with that fire Knock down seven times but bounce back even higher The Devil, he a try to Remind you of your past Whispering lies like, you'll never last But all things are made new The old things are past A new creation Raised up from the ash You're a new creation Old things are pa**ed away It's a new beginning It's a brand new day You're a new creation You'll never be the same No turning back now That your life has changed You're a new creation Old things are pa**ed away It's a new beginning It's a brand new day You're a new creation You'll never be the same No turning back now That your life has changed Repeat x3