Jordan Castro - EXTREMELY HIGH IN DARK ASS ROOM lyrics

Felt a desire to 'create something,' i think, or 'write down' 'this moment' so i can remember it or 'use it' for art Didn't want to anything, i don't know Decided to 'resign' to emailing you after vision began blurring Vision is almost entirely blurred It feels like I'm staring blankly through the eyes of a smaller head in my head, through 'the screen' of my 'outer face' Like my hands and the laptop feel very far away It feels like I'm wearing a headband but I'm not Ziggy and evan are sleeping Ate 3x packet 'gusher's' & 2x packet 'scooby doo' gummies Still seem to feel the sugar on my teeth... I am squinting My legs feel like... enormous and warm and tingly A bl**job would be good right now 'this is the time for a bl**job,' i think as i squint my eyes at the screen and feel nauseus I just closed my eyes and allowed my head to 'roll back,' hitting the wall Just... did it again on accident Just saw the word "YES" flash in front of my eyes in pink neon lettering My blinking feels slow and 'fuzzy' Feel paralyzed and retarded a little Just thought 'an*lyze me past now b**h!' in an irish accent, i think My body feels slow... eveyrhtig is moving slowly Just thought "i don't know what is going on at any given moment, none of us do" in a manner like i was thinking of me saying it, i think Kekekkalooooooooo n***a!!! n***a n***a fuh cakaka cooky lala boondychacha Things don't feel easier or better, in slow motion, they just feel different I feel like I'm breathing underwater, or being born, maybe I feel like i can go many hours without thinking about anybody but myself and maybe mallory Or like days or maybe weeks I don't know Bricksquad, bricksquad - everything is brick squad I feel like a rap star My life this past week has felt like a rap star, a little, i think Stared blankly ~1 min then 'realized' i waas thinking [something i just forgot.... tried to remember ~2 min] Ma** confusion Forgot a lot of things about my life, like, it feels like only a really small portion of things gets remembered,,, like... i don't know, nothing like, makes me sad anymore, ,like, that used to make me sad ('mad me' sad./..) I feel like a struggling like, fish or something Sorry i typed so much Keep thinking something like "i'm so high" then "what the f**" or "where the f**.../" or [somthing else]