Jonny Conway - Balance (Bonus Track) lyrics

[Verse 1: Ill-Noize] You know we're all... Born alone, die alone Chi-Town OG like Al Capone I'm puttin' on, well I suppose... I could be a better man, but I'll still bite the hand Because it feeds me lies, I won't sympathize With false alibis The truth is out there like X-Files... Acid raindrops on altoids People moving like androids Liquid drips to fill my voids If you get lost follow my voice Lights so bright like Vegas Feelin' lucky, take two mints Take three hits & hold 'em in Now you dreamin' but you ain't asleep, it's that Lonely 3am time when I almost wish I never left you, or upset you, wish I kept you, wish you crept through the window in my bedroom... Papers balled up in the trash next to blunt ash Plus Lucy got me distracted I might be overreacting I'm seeing auras, hear life stories with no interactions, it's such a fatal attraction Now I'm addicted, to lust & all these women These d** that I've been given twist my vision, need to make a decision, quit trippin'! If I stay focused I could save the girl... If I stay focused I could run the world Like The Flash, be a superhero... [Hook: Ill-Noize] I just gotta find balance... (×2) [Verse 2: Ill-Noize] Pick your poison, play your roll Lose your mind but don't lose control 3am, a long walk home Talk to myself like I'm not alone... But I'm gone... like the Summer Quite a heavy breather I could never be a runner Plus I'm tipsy off the liquor, think I'm drowning, keep me under, so I roll another blunt up Clouds so loud I call it Thunder... & my mind it wanders, off to... different places Outer Spaces, comfort zones were meant for invading, if you never leave your little box, that's just time you're wasting, feeling complacent (Adjacent) To a world with no relation... I have nothing common with the ma**es I'm just tryin'a find the beauty in disasters Free my mind from the politicians & pastors Untaxed ba*tards, I just wanna find balance... I just want to find balance in my life Find a way to stop the light between day & night, 'cause the sunrise is when I feel most alive, I think I'm drowning in the shallows Will you take the dive? Drops of elixir... paint a pretty picture Make the camera lense crisper With the juice it's a perfect mixture Bleeding gold won't make your soul feel richer But my feet in the dirt won't make me turn to scriptures, brothers & sisters, don't pray for me 'Cause I'm a proud sinner, uhh...