Jonathan Coulton - Under The Pines lyrics

I agreed to host the show That was how this whole thing started How was I supposed to know I would end up so broken hearted We had one night That's all it meant to you Now I'm alone and I'm wishing I could stop Thinking of you I am in love But it's only a fantasy I'm in search of That hairy creature who cared for me Under the pines Tried so hard to play it cool Didn't want to overdo it Wasn't I a lovesick fool Sending you a big bag of suet And a red rose? I thought at least you'd call Was I so wrong for expecting something more Than nothing at all? I am in love But it's only a fantasy I'm in search of That hairy creature who cared for me Under the pines Close my eyes and I see you there Musky smell of your matted hair Our minds were one But only for a moment We're shooting "Atlantis" now I'm staring at the big blue ocean I wish you could be here somehow I wish I really had no emotion I'd be like you Living from day to day Crushing the heads and the hearts of smaller things And going away I am in love But it's only a fantasy I'm in search of That hairy creature who cared for me Under the pines