Jon Connor - Vent Session lyrics

When I was playing Tom Sawyer, the world seemed so big I was feeling like Verne Troyer couldn't wait to get older It ain't too many me's I can see is I get wiser Still going full speed for my dreams while you get tired Made my own company hated waiting to get hired While you all work a job that you hate till you get fired I know that I'm the truth so these rappers see me like liars That's why I only listen to me to keep me inspired And can't y'all see that I'm spitting more than saliva Giving you revelations feel like you thumbed through a bible And songs are like Psalms it's like he's reading your palms Proceed to eating this evening as I'm just feedin' your thoughts I was raised in the hood so how could I ever endorse a lifestyle That will take your child and won't even speak of remorse Your speak of hood sh** like it's cool but then of course You n***as ain't satisfied till you n***as end up a corpse And I can have it on my conscience I ain't by the gun But to me I feel like I pull the trigger to my content And Jon sits in the position to change sh** I grew up Around n***as and b**hes that ain't sh** What I seen growing up sure enough was horrifying Lost my pops to dope how could I glorify it You could say what you like and don't like about what I write I was born premature I've been fighting all of my life So the purposes through these verses to give them hope That they ain't getting in churches, cause pastor's life contradicting the sermon Children without a father, mama wanna be like daughter, daughter wanna be like mama See what's getting me bother, f** n***as get money is the only thing that she taught her So if I raised my daughter right she's a lamb lead to the slaughter And call me not even through these words that I write I think I'ma change something silence ain't gon' change nothing f** money, cause money ain't the issue, it don't buy happiness And buy a bunch of sh** you can't take with you I'm 25 so this ain't for you and me this for little dude In his teens and his eyes glued to the screen And he's watching videos and he could mimic every scene He don't know the difference between what's real and what he seeing A tv got us disillusion like we all ain't human beings what you want me to spit about The same sh** that came out, that n***a mouth I wasn't raised in that n***a house So I never act like, rap like, f** it, be whack like another n***a I can only ever be me, and as long as I'm living That's all you'll ever gonna see Understand I don't do this for conversation Please visit my city you'll understand my frustration This is coming from a place that you can never comprehend Cause at the End of the Road boys don't grow to be men since Nobody else got the courage to question what we encourage I'll spark the conversation through controversy in verses Just look at how our past look, and look at sh** now For not giving a f** the whole world need they a** whooped No I'm not a saint hell no I'm not a virgin and I am not the pope and I damn sure ain't perfect But I know that any life that I could touch is worth it And I'm leaving my mark on this world sh** I'm determined To show y'all everybody here has a purpose So always know your worth even when the world say you're worthless The future sitting there what you wait for just grab it And always be yourself homie cause it ain't nobody better at it Nah, ain't nobody better at it, for real Vent Session it's the people's rapper It's another one for my blog n***as, love n***a Sometimes you need sh** like this Turn this sh** up loud so the car next to you can hear this sh** Them n***as need to hear this sh** too Don't never expect one thing from me my whole career you gonna be disappointed I'ma keep making what the f** I wanna make I'm an artist I'ma keep giving y'all art, I promise Just sit back and watch me paint I does it for the people, I give the people some sh** to talk about Every time I do n***a, be on lookout, Salvation n***as Reef I see you Vinnie Chase Season 2 I'ma keep the world talking n***a, I'ma keep the worlkd talking n***a Blue City Club - You Know