JoJo (US) - Even Now lyrics

I'd like to find another place to hide Where nobody knows me And I can't believe I always wanted to be like you, That's over now I know… I don't know Even now I don't know why you left her Even now I wish you tried I'd like to find out why you let it spread so thin this time, And why you won't let go of the past Every time it matters more and more as we grow apart, Could it have been that bad I know… I don't know If I could know why you pushed me away