JohnPonton - d**hBlow lyrics

Half rapper half actor JP be sad more I guess I'm a tad torn My psyche is mad worn Quit being such a dick and talk to your dad more Well I don't give a sh** John should be bad more Give in to some urges Feel less worthless Number one fear well you already heard it I try to make beats but I'm sick with the verbiage Show me where the curtain is Is this what certain is A modest emcee with stage paralysis Right career choice Thoughtless Don't you know how many nights I've fought this Trying to find a better use of time Nonsense Picked my stone up never felt so daunted Ooh you like my music never felt so wanted Is this my first anthem Yeah I thought so Step into my Note d**hblow Here it is I'm prone to switch Open up a brand new bag of tricks Look around enough I'll find a fix Here it is I'm prone to switch Open up a brand new bag of tricks Look around enough I'll find a fix How's this Stayed in bed this whole week cause Really I hate when I'm forced to speak The only time I like it put words to beat Bashful guy raps an amazing feat End your search SETI I'm away already You've met the apex like I'm prowling the Geti Really JP on this you're betting Zero probability Yeah not likely f** those odds and this facade You haven't seen a big enough sample size JP dying and I hear the flies One or two years is what I surmise I don't know what I'll do that's my guise Just sit back and enjoy the rise Or sharp decline All due time Maybe I'll die But not my rhymes Here it is I'm prone to switch Open up a brand new bag of tricks Look around enough I'll find a fix Here it is I'm prone to switch Open up a brand new bag of tricks Look around enough I'll find a fix How's this Enshrine me in a safe haven Refer to me something like a hip hop maven If I can survive I guess I made it But I want to be famous and hella jaded Have everyone bow to what I created Attain everything I once salivated Grammy nomination What an occasion Look at me mommy I'm sure I made it Best case scenario I suppose My throne ensconced in icicles Flow that's enveloped in an icy blow Arctic chills follow wherever I go Yu-gi-oh at lunch time nobody saw this Finally dropped Friends like look what I started I'm the only one and my skyline starless Victories flawless Step into my Tardis Here it is I'm prone to switch Open up a brand new bag of tricks Look around enough I'll find a fix Here it is I'm prone to switch Open up a brand new bag of tricks Look around enough I'll find a fix How's this Are you dope like me Do you choke like me Win loose draw that's all on me Damn this whole tape has been RIP And that's just me speaking literally Zero hidden imagery Tell me what you think I might just be that same kid again The one afraid of most things mostly women Too scared to spit it I grew up in it Right in the midst of a paradigm shift Still trying to find what paradise is Thing I fear most is that I might find it How's that for sad I'm in love with that I've done the math And checked the stats JP and rap Unfortunate mismatch