JohnPonton - d**hStar lyrics

That's d**hStar Current self I won't get far Tragic flaw To die slowly Doesn't hurt at all But that's my time And my rhymes Should I draw a line Nah that's fine Like yeah it's fine I'll find the time eventually Just pa** with other things Constantly Curse myself hurriedly Meanwhile JP tells me Things like this like I'm not worthy That's absurd to me Put no new words to beat But that's okay right I'll just write tonight And that's my plight John just tells me rhyme for fun Right But John's like him I just checked in He don't do sh** That's obvious It's too bad I copy habits This right here Descent to madness Perhaps I rhyme in lattice Perhaps I won't reach status Perhaps these words are magic And they connect with a bunch of ma**es And if not fit for fame sh** Then that's the end And the cycle trends It's been lonely since Friends That's d**hStar Current self I won't get far Tragic flaw To die slowly Doesn't hurt at all That's d**hStar Current self I won't get far Tragic flaw To die slowly Doesn't hurt at all That's d**hStar Current self I won't get far Tragic flaw To die slowly Doesn't hurt at all That's d**hStar My d**h By the hand of one Fear I have none Back up plans I got tons And that right there's the reason All these pa**ing seasons I wish I'd known that time was fleeting God damn that's truth I'd break down inside this booth If I had one But that's the fun Nah The come up s**s Before the money it gets tough Plus I lost the love I wish it was just like it was Maybe it's too early Please tell me why I'm worthy I haven't pulled a fan yet I haven't blown a grand yet I write my verses in Sanskrit On the surface where land is See I seek permanence Over all else Adoration and wealth I'll get on my damn self Oops Another one Maybe I'll die by hubris Keep Sysiphusin' this rap sh** I said one more then that's it But I need this And I need you Everyone listening has the keys to My inner workings Locked in these verses How to live I was never certain Maybe it's time I call these curtains I feel so earthly Not likely You see me lately I pummel earthlings I've mastered word things But that's not enough Self destruct A great run I know it was But the goings tough I'm known to bow when things get rough And yet I'm lossless Check schematics they're flawless