Johnny Viti - Never Coming Home lyrics

I see the world as a cold hoe/ In the backseat of a car in a tow zone/ In the backstreets by a bar with the locos/ Nothing in the car but a lei and photos/ I walk around the block and I try to get away/ I'll do anything I can, try to get an escape/ If a hero was real, I'd be the first to rock a cape/ My mind is sporadic like an addict that shakes/ My vocabulary contains words the opposite of normal/ And everything I do is far from anything that's formal/ I seldom go outside or hang with friends in the night/ There's pleasure in pain but I think it's taking my life/ If i could trade away a knife, get a gun in return/ I'd probably have a dirty casket and be sleeping with the worms/ I'm trapped inside a life that's been pushing me around/ To the point of no return, digging a ditch in the ground/ I'm never coming home, hell no, hell no/ I'm never coming home, hell no, hell no/ I wanna be left alone, so I'm tossing my phone/ Tell my momma that I'm sorry cause I'm never coming home/ I think I'm finally leaving, but what's the point in packing?/ Selling all my valuables to pay for this rapping/ b**h I'm not even lying, I got 7 cents in the bank/ Running off a dream, I pray to God I don't tank/ I f**ed up in college so I'm never going back/ And what's a plan B? the only plan is the track/ f** a fake friend man, that's all I seem to have/ They only put in work when they're guaranteed a half/ What the f** is that? do they really have my back?/ Looking like my homies just a bunch of dirty rats/ All they do is get drunk, get high, I'm sick of it/ I'm worried about the future, but to them? they don't think of it/ I'm leaving behind this town, all the smiles all the frowns/ And all the friends I made, think I'm throwing in the towel/ I love my dear Chicago cause it taught me how to swing/ But I'm doing this for me I'm off to big and better things/ I'm never coming home, hell no, hell no/ I'm never coming home, hell no, hell no/ I wanna be left alone, so I'm tossing my phone/ Tell my momma that I'm sorry cause I'm never coming home/