Johnny Viti - My Loving Touch lyrics

It wasn't always you, It wasn't always me/ It was everything I wanted, that we could never be/ See everything we started, ended all too soon/ And every day I wake up, and all I want is you/ 10 plus 10 plus 5 equals 25/ That's the age I'm probably gonna die)/ Drink a bottle, smoke a blunt, what the f** is going on/ Thinking about the negative, yeah, go ahead and throw it on/ Yeah, and the girl that I adore/ She ain't never comin thru that door/ Naw, never gonna see it/ It's been 5 years, and all I do is dream it/ Good friends yeah, maybe everything is planned/ But I still hate the sh** that I'll never understand/ Like, why not me? look at everything we'd be/ I love you to d**h but I know you'll never see/ And everything I own, watch, I'll put it as a stake/ That I'll sit 5 more, and just patiently await/ Blinded by a dream but I'm never gonna walk straight/ Followin your path til it leads to my heartbreak/ It wasn't always you, It wasn't always me/ It was everything I wanted, that we could never be/ See everything we started, ended all too soon/ And every day I wake up, and all I want is you/ I'm sorry that you're listening, but please don't be alarmed/ I would scour the seas and the land just to hold you in my arms/ Yeah, but I'm the one that feels the harm/ Life is only love, it doesn't matter how far/ You can tell me anything you damn well please/ But every time I'm with you, I feel so free/ Like everything is fine, and my life makes sense/ Yeah but once I'm alone I'm scrapin cents for the rent/ You can be my, you can be my distraction/ From everything in life that has a negative reaction/ Don't tryta save me, you've already done it/ I tied a f**in noose, thought of you, I never hung it/ But you dont gotta tell me, I already know your feelings/ That no matter what I do, I can never make you feel it/ And that's okay, I'ma leave you with a quote/ No matter what you do, you're my infinite hope/ It wasn't always you, It wasn't always me/ It was everything I wanted, that we could never be/ See everything we started, ended all too soon/ And every day I wake up, and all I want is you/ Maybe obessesive, maybe love, maybe I don't know/ I never felt this way, as I watched us grow/ Into something close/ I always wanted more but that's the way she goes/ The f**in way she goes/ And nevermind an amateur, she f**in with the pros/ Yeah solo for the highs, but she need me for the lows/ She calls me up cryin, tears runnin down her nose/ I wanna say the words but they stuck up in my throat/ And I got a little studder, so the words will never flow/ But maybe that's better, if I tell her she'll be ghost/ And I never want that, I just wanna see her glow/ So, everybody tell me let go/ But all I gotta say is hell no, hell no/ Runnin thru the snow, frostbite on every toe/ Will be worth it in the end, when I see her at a show/ It wasn't always you, It wasn't always me/ It was everything I wanted, that we could never be/ See everything we started, ended all too soon/ And every day I wake up, and all I want is you/