Johnny Viti - Hate lyrics

Learn a little bit about, Johnny Viti/ A kid from Chicago tryna make it on TV/ Black vans, brand new, skating through another shoe/ Goofy footed, double tre, Knuckle Puck is on the play/ No cla**, odd jobs, fighting just to find the top/ Making sh**ty money while I'm pushing a mop/ I had a f**in dream and it told me to stick to it/ Do whatcha love so I'm spending all my money on this music/ But soon I'm gonna lose it/ There's so many faces that I can't tell who's it/ Or who's sober or who's lit/ Put it in perspective then I'll tell you who fits/ But I'm on the fritz, I ain't mentally there/ And I lost my will to ever heavily care/ I try to expand, yeah, and open up the gates/ But it seems to me that the world is filled with .../ So imagine 2 walls, one good, one bad/ And they're both closin in and destroyin my path/ Which one do I choose? I can't tell who's who/ But they're comin in quick and they're splitting me in two/ sh**, what the f** do I do?/ It's gonna be too late, it's gonna be too soon/ I just can't decide so I'm stuck in limbo/ I'm hangin off the edge by gripping on the window/ Fresh on my sweatshirt, I gotta another lecture/ It's building up pressure, I know I'll never catch her/ Catch this, fetch this, get this, I'm pissed/ And I'll never get over it/ Until a little closure hits/ But I still feel like this place is filled with.../ Now I'm back to it, like a drug I'm gonna do it/ Keep reshaping my soul until the shoe fits/ But nevermind that it's just something a fool did/ You can't follow dreams if you're never gonna prove it/ I had that epiphany to cut out the weak links/ Everybody talking I don't care what the freaks think/ Come up with a new thing, communicate when I sing/ Get me out of winter and lead me to the spring/ Cause I might leave there's nothing else here for me/ And when I go I doubt anyone will shed a tear for me/ Naw naw and I ain't sayin this tearfully/ I overstayed my visit and I'll welcome that cheerfully/ It's time to realize where the real lies all lie/ It's time to look around and see no one's on my side/ What's in my way preventing me from being great?/ sh** maybe it's me and I'm on the one that's filled with.../