Johnny Viti - Empty lyrics

Is this...really what I want? a lonely life?/ For the love of my life to be anothers wife?/ As I lay here thinking in my darkest days/ Regretting the words that I'll never even say/ It's kinda hard to think about it, kinda hard to cope/ I got a picture in my wallet, we were young and full of hope/ But now that's torn in more ways than one/ I wanna show you love but I'm scared you're gonna run/ And it's hard to breathe when you walk my way/ And it's hard to believe that you're never gonna stay/ I hear you once, but I see you twice/ Should I keep it to myself or maybe roll the dice/ But this time it's different, I can't just let her go/ f** another regret, this is the one I have to know/ I told her all the things I never told her before/ Like I loved her from the first day, certainly more/ You left me feelin so empty/ Months go by and I'm missing you less/ But you popped in my head when I saw a summer dress/ I pictured you in it, and naturally I'm there/ Standin by your side enamored by your hair/ And we start walking, hand and hand/ A rock on your finger makes me feel like a man/ A face of disappointment is erased, we're happy/ Forgetting all the people that would treat you badly/ And I'm sitting there smiling, can't believin you're with me/ And every time I feel down, you're there to lift me/ But none of this is real, I bet you don't even miss me/ Still staring at this window hoping no one's gonna pinch me/ It's k**ing me inside, this is harder than I thought/ I tried to start a fire with a match that wouldn't spark/ Deep down I kinda knew that it never would light/ But what's the point of life if you're never gonna fight, right?/