Johnny Viti - Drunken Nonsense lyrics

I sit alone thinkin, what's the point?/ Might as well get drunk and smoke this joint/ But it never used to be like this/ I look at the stars and I'm lost in bliss/ But the shoe fits, so I wear that sh**/ Cause things change, other lights get lit/ But it made me sick how quick it flipped/ And I missed the blip it's now a sunken ship/ Sixteen years, it was built for nothing/ From the dumb mistakes to the normal cussing/ Confused as hell, yeah, thinking it was different/ Scared to talk and I became more distant/ Self pity, now I feel so sh**ty/ Cause I wasted youth in a time so pretty/ It was a place of freedom, without the cost/ Many years ago, it's gone and lost/ You love it some but you hate it more/ Is it worth the pain when you're on the floor?/ Is she worth the risk, is she another who*e?/ Do you open up or do you close the door?/ I grab the pie and I take a bite/ The odds are bad but the feeling's right/ I wish it was simple like black and white/ But things can flip from day to night/ Bi-polar, maybe that's what I am/ One minute I'm good but one minute I'm bad/ But I don't think, that it's that/ I'm just on the brink, and I'm f**in mad/ And it's f**ed up, how much I think of you/ I mean half this sh** is just meant for you/ And I hate it, man I really do/ But it's hard as hell to move away from you/ I just don't want things to change, okay?/ I was never good at letting things get away/ I grew up, but I stayed down/ And I screwed up and never left the ground/ I'm thinkin back and that hindered me/ I was shifted back with no symmetry/ No rules no laws, cause I made my own/ I walked my path and now I'm all alone/ You love it some but you hate it more/ Is it worth the pain when you're on the floor?/ Is she worth the risk, is she another who*e?/ Do you open up or do you close the door?/ I grab the pie and I take a bite/ The odds are bad but the feeling's right/ I wish it was simple like black and white/ But things can flip from day to night/ A midnight call it's now 2am/ A regretful talk cause I'm drunk again/ A slurred speech as I stumble on/ And I'm talkin nonsense all along/ And it's all f**ed up cause I'm part of this/ I guess the bottom of the bottle's where my heart is/ Cause talkin about love is the hardest/ And once you open up then you turn into a target/ I bury it, and I smother it/ And I lock it up with that other sh**/ Cause every time that I bring it out/ I regret it quick, and I think about/ The who what where when why of this/ But I kinda laugh instead of getting pissed/ Cause at some point, you just turn numb/ And you go for broke cause you're f**in done/