Johnny Viti - Break A Heart lyrics

We were both sixteen, kinda dumb and unexperienced/ But then we started dating and I felt it getting serious/ The first girl I kissed and everything else in that mix/ You had me by the heart but then I felt a little twist/ I kinda shook it off, thinking everything was fine/ But the voices in my head found their way to my mind/ And then I got that dreaded text, sh**, we need to talk/ Felt my heart beating faster, turning white like I'm chalk/ So we went for a walk and then she let me down easy/ A grey hoodie, jeans, and a brown Volcolm beanie/ I just wanna be friends, really holding back the reason/ My body started shaking but I blamed it on the season/ I remember word for word, that's what happens when it hurts/ I don't think I even spoke, looking down at my shirt/ So I hugged her goodbye, with my eyes still dry/ My first heartbreak, but it wouldn't be the last time/ You f**ed me up real good, I took it real deep/ I was thinking about prescription pills just to make me happy/ My skinny frame got smaller, I was too depressed to eat/ I even stopped skating, sh**, I barely used my feet/ You kinda led me on and then I f**ing fell for it/ And just to get you back I would've went to hell for it/ Everything was jealously yo, every little moment/ But then I finally snapped and I didn't know how to control it/ You took another guy to the prom and my heart dropped/ Thought I was gonna pa** out, my body was in shock/ So I did what I had to, I cried in your arms/ And we stayed up all night talking past the alarm/ Even after my efforts, that we was still and I/ And I figured out the reason why two people say goodbye/ But every time I think about the places in my heart/ She's the first one that'll fill em up before it even starts/