Johnny Darrell - Johnnie Lose It All lyrics

I always wanted to go to Radio City And see my name on a big marquee in lights My friends all thought me clever and so witty But they don't see the way I spend my nights I get to thinkin' bout the many hearts I've broken I'd like to run when old mem'ries start to call I've gained fame in the eyes of many people But really I'm a Johnnie Lose It All Oh well the crowd keeps howlin' and I keep bawlin' Then the curtain starts to fall Oh but here where I stand is a lonely empty man I'm an idol but I'm a Johnnie Lose It All I left my home down in Cullman I left my Mary my mom and dear old dad When I left I didn't try to pull them And I laughed even though they looked so sad But I see as I return it wasn't worth it Mary's married mom and dad pa**ed on last fall And though everyone is out there to meet me I'm a lost one a Johnnie Lose It All Oh well the crowd keeps howlin'...