JoHnGotii - The Vent lyrics

Verse 1: Who ever thought that it would go this far you ever see Ya mommas body seizing up on Ya arms you looking at her wanna cry but yo you gotta stay strong she pa**ing out so now they gotta rush her up to er I'm just touching The surface of the pain that I have like all the anger that I got that just pertain to my dad I always thought that if I met him I would k** him on sight till we met up that one summer and that changed up my life I'm talking family that I never knew cousins that I never met just tryna connect making bonds outta baby steps real talk n***a. Just tryna vent looking now on my life on all that money that I spent clothes I could never buy hoes I used to never try now they looking at me and they telling me that I'm that guy I mean I'm still the same n***a so coming down to it who really changed n***a now familiar faces looking at me strange n***a I'm seeing when they tell how that money change n***as but these are just my life and thoughts hold Ya own no emotion since a younging I was taught cause them n***as that act sweet be getting traced up in chalk the streets not for erbody some were made for sidewalks but you don't hear me tho seeing old age is a miracle the city on my back and the weight is feeling like terrio I broke some n***as off now my circles small as a cherrio trust a couple love a few see life with a different view wonder if couple wasn't there a n***a knew with if Gary never came when we was living in the drain What if londyn wasn't there how would I cope with pain me and her was on the phone every time I felt alone talking for Alil bit relationship got postponed me and her just fell off but I ain't tryna tell all a lot of feelings that I have keeping to myself dawg.. I think it's better that way ..my life been feeling like a movie but I'm scared to press play cause ion kno what the future holds.. I'm working in the studio tryna get on top like where a tsuni goes thinking of them days where I was younger and they was calling me mooky tho... Didn't even care if my belts was Louis and guccie yo didn't really know that them n***as out there was shooting fo.... I just thought that it was life way before I grabbed a Mic my people had bars but that's only cause they serving life ... Crimes they really ain't commit... It just make me think and sit... What if that's me and my momma cries on a handkerchief.... Cause she just screaming for my freedom... Crazy how people never answer when you need em but when you got money they gon follow where you lead em.. believe me yo I know about it..and that is not just a bar believe me when yo I know about it.. who thought that it would go this far .John