John Vincent iii - Madeline lyrics

If you knew I would die tomorrow With you be happy with all of the things you've done Years they never seem to slow down 'Till they're gone It seems to be getting cold out And I can feel my mind Room is spinning round-and-round And f**, please wake me up Now I've got these memories in me 'till the day that I leave 'Till the day I believe the stories I read when I'm alone I've got my family in Ohio and my girl in L.A My mom and dad in Texas but I can't seem to stay for too long Too long Now when I leave it's not it's for me, it's not just for me I promise to keep when I was crying and you held my hand Tell my mother that I'm gone and my sister that I love her so And oh my father he ought to know I've been doing just fine on my own On my own Yeah I remember you laying down there You could hardly cry, saw in your eye Then you told us it'll be okay But f**, I'm still not okay, okay Oh yeah, all of this hurt I sing about for the chimes, the chimes Yeah, I know I should've shown you my face more But it was easier for me to drink away my pain Now I think about it every day Yeah you see now Julia and I have an angel above And now there'll never be a day when she's not by our side, our side I've got my family in Ohio and my girl in L.A My ma and dad in Texas but I can't seem to stay for too long For too long Now when I leave it's not it's for me, it's not just for me I promise to keep when I was crying and you held my hand Tell my mother that I'm gone and my sister that I love her so And oh my father he ought to know I've been doing just fine on my own On my own [If you knew I would die tomorrow With you be happy with all of the things you've done] Now and then, now and then, I just hold it in But oh my god, I feel it burning in my chest again An' outside as the snow stuck, to the pavement My sister had tears rolling down her freezing skin Time-to-time I wonder why it had to happen so soon Why'd it have to happen so soon