rambling through the dust i called my life however or why ever what ever happened as good as the good times were and the bad the bad times brought along with the worst the worst could do and did more than once i wouldn't trade it or change places in line as it is, my life is the one thing thats mine if i own anything my life is it.. it is my own life i lived my life i brought it with me when i got here and i'm taking it with me when i go everything else is kinda borrowed concepts of love and hate, fear of blame taking feelings through emotional distortions littering fragments of me on my way to the candy store until i figured out stay away from that candy store so if i want candy then just make my own its about how i treat others tripping in the illusions of distractions its easy to get confused by material decisions when i'm both the predator and the prey but i think i understand better when i feed them i'm feeding them me that in itself is not a good or bad thing because life needs to eat one time someones tried talking to god on my behalf and he told them he appreciated their efforts but he didn't want to hear it....something about i was going to have to do my own damn explainings so i kinda keep putting off that talk and everyone sees what they want to see thats reality