John Trudell - Becomes Apparent lyrics

If we spend our life looking for sad Then its sadness we will find And turning lonely into a junkie habit Only ends up with lonely as its fix Those lost part of feeling out of control Are the parts can't make up our minds Those always somebody to blames are Keepers of us from looking at us instead There's that abundance of pity parties Willing to let us be the life of the party Easy to do when we are the only guest And we are the host and entertainment While the joker and the fool laugh it up Outside the darkness we use as lights The place where good memories party Enjoy the rushes