Joey Miceli - Beautiful again lyrics

I’m sorry i can’t put you first I’m trying to not put myself last I swear i’m haunted, i swear i’m cursed Could you stand that? This doesn’t mean you don’t hold importance But mine is shallow You always tell me i should ignore it Yeah just like my shadow I am sick Weak in the knees Never able to conquer my bad dreams And what i don’t want is to hear how beautiful you are again If i’m lost Try to be patient I’m wasted in my heart’s basement Screaming i wanna be beautiful again Let me be beautiful I’m sorry i’m not always so certain Of what i mean Lose track of time and all i’m learning Wanna wash my slate clean This doesn’t mean that i don’t care All i ask is you keep me in mind It’s not so easy when life’s unfair Or when we run out of time I am sick Weak in the knees Never able to conquer my bad dreams And what i don’t want is to hear how beautiful you are again If i’m lost Try to be patient I’m wasted in my heart’s basement Screaming i wanna be beautiful again Let me be beautiful When you find his head, let him know he’s lost in the wild He’s been winging it and faking a smile I am sick Weak in the knees Never able to conquer my bad dreams And what i don’t want is to hear how beautiful you are again If i’m lost Try to be patient I’m wasted in my heart’s basement Screaming i wanna be beautiful again Let me be beautiful Let me be beautiful I wanna be beautiful I should feel beautiful