Joe Budden - Ordinary Love sh** 4 (Running Away) lyrics

[Prod. by The Breed] [Joe Budden] Tell me how long are we suppose to act like this? We won't never get on track like this How can I ever tell you how I feel if you react like this? You call me over here to talk not get attacked like this Its funny Got your track shoes on but what you running from sh** I know where you going and where you coming from That’s immaturity showing, its just the baby in you One of the reasons why I never put a baby in you Tired of hearing how you’ll never trust me again How you love me, then you hate me, then you love me again One minute I’m your soul-mate then it’s f** me again Until you get horny enough and wanna f** me again But check it I just wanna treat you good and do better You think I’m running around trying to be the hoods Hugh Heffner Saying I’m all about hoes, when I’m all about you Even when I’m with my hoes, I tell them all about you Say that’s just one reason I keep losing you I don’t understand it, that sh** is confusing too You left me, I’m doing me, you doing you So what the f** is me doing me have to do with you How dare you tell me its tougher for you? Like I don’t hear about them n***as you f**ing with too I had never knew you thought like that (damn) Who knew you was into sports like that More prayers because they all players You out there having a ball, player Ball player after ball player I mean you with the ball players more than ball players Hope they ain't f**ing you and making you they ball-player Come to me, I just get a hard time Why they give one to you, is this what you wanna do? With me you get an attitude, you get all stuck up Start calling me a f** up until I tell you shut the f** up Yeah But the part I don’t respect is You so cool with every other one of your exes Its history between us, all ain't right either Back and forth domestic, all they flights either Be wanting you close to me Supposedly, you say you over me That just comes across as a joke to me Because you ain't got the kind of love that expires Worst case, you’ll get tired, tell your friends I'm a liar Tried therapy when we felt it going sour That’s 400 dollars every hour For him to come and mediate, referee, be our interpreter Tell me I need to lower my voice, don’t curse at her Says she’s only frustrated because I keep hurtin' her Tell me despite all that, he can tell that I worship her Soon as you let your guard down, I get it up again Fixing it is too much work, so I give up again But I wanna spend the rest of my life with you Make a wife with you, make it alright with you But how are you ever suppose to think that I’m right for you When all I ever do is treat you like a recyclable Disgraceful and you want me to chase you But its easier for me to replace you Because I see it like If you can't deal with what we go through I got b**hes lined up, I got an ego too And to them I’m everything Funny, I'm great and I’m charming But to you I’m alarming, all I do is bring harm in To you, I’m the cause of all your misery Of course I disagree, you going off our history All that arguing just ain't my style Because that anger now got us like strangers now You tell me I should get help and I’m sick in the head You found make up on the sheets, I had a b**h in our bed But wait, I ain't love her though, I ain't f** her though I could dead that b**h right now man, f** that ho You just think I'll get another and another ho Way you talk to me its like I got a whole club of hoes But I could switch gears, make them all disappear You going through my phone like I got a b**h in there We discussing chicks after they through They don’t matter to me, but for some reason they matter to you We keep having the same threesome But not kind of come as a blessing – nah You keep bringing up my last girl Like she ain't my past girl like you ain't the reason she present Check it You ain't gotta worry about me and her If I wanted to be with her I would be with her Yeah we hung together Strip clubs had fun together But that’s done, don't sweat her You the only one I wanna do a bid with Live with, share my last name, have kids with Can't be understated anytime we ever dated You compare me in your head to some n***a you created I’m a long way from perfect, I got sh** with me Still I want you to love me unconditionally 9 years in, I don’t deserve what you giving me Like you get a victory by acting like a dick to me Want me to see how it feels, I get the trickery Lesson learned though, you my missing piece Give another chance to your ex You don’t pick up the phone, you don’t answer my texts b**h We ain't give it all that we got Still ain't empty the clip, lets give it one more shot Or We can go ahead on our own I need you I can’t do this alone (But you keep running away)