Joe Budden - I Couldn't Help It lyrics

[Verse 1] (Talk to em) We had a beautiful relationship at one point (but then) Then that sh** changed with the quickness Maybe because I was f**ing other b**hes (or) Or maybe we had on business having business Not the girl that I would want to raise kids with But still that sh** happen regardless (look) I was so young back then so heartless The sh** I was thinking could have caught me some charges Listen, I tried to talk to her normally (but) That sh** didn't work for a one second she was on to me I tried to explain how I ain't have a dollar to my name Pursuing this rap sh** chasing fame Young dude stressed in the hood Like Jesus I ain't ready for no child but she was When you piss poor Get to having sick thoughts While the chick probably sitting there thinking about marriage I'm thinking abortion like a savage An on purpose accident to have a miscarriage Her mother and mine I couldn't end up seeing (plus) Plus what type of mother would you end up being You already a psycho I wouldn't let that pa** I ain't think life time bond I thought fat a** All them times you was pregnant and miserable All them fights we had that got physical Every time I sent you packing Piss at you Like I ain't want to live with you Yeah I kinda planned that Inconsiderate That sounds just like me (Then you) Then out pushed something out that looks just like me I grabbed my little dude up Looked him in his eyes You can't understand right now I apologize How could I not want you here and be that selfish f** was on my mind at the time my bad I couldn't help it [Chorus] Naw mean I couldn't help it (Talk to em right quick) For real I couldn't help it Even though I tried Must have been something going on inside No lie I couldn't help it I couldn't help it [Verse 2] (Talk to em) Now this is how you know we go threw phases (How) Cause he done sold millions of records (And then) Plus they done been together for ages I don't really know how I should say this Me and ole boy done shared a couple of stages But he wasn't around when I saw her in Vegas (ok) She said remember me I though I shouldn't lie I looked baby up and down and said should I Maybe she my ole broad maybe she a singer I looked down and seen that chunky rock on her finger She said I'm blinks wife how you been and what your doing here (Look) I should have asked her that same sh** (Cause) Snoop already told me that b**hes ain't sh** And the industry's so small That's how the game is When you famous Everybody's a bilingual plaintiff And the defendant speaks one language But we exchanged numbers like f** it (I mean look) All we gone talk about is music (And then) Neither one of us will ever use it (I was wrong) Shorty she ain't hesitate to use it Four A.M. where do I began She's leaving the club I'ma bag the win She's so aggressive like what room are you in I ain't answer she said meet her downstairs in ten So now we totally disrespecting his star I'm with his b**h She in his car she said hop in let's head to the strip bar Bad a** friend with her (den she turned around and) and then she kiss ma And now I'm so confused She start telling me bout how she's so abused How he beats her as how he takes that figure And in my head I'm thinking about how I don't blame that n***a We hit the club like everything is wonderful She's touching me I'm feeling uncomfortable And then the D.J. threw on something slow I'm grinding on her friend now she wanting to go Dude wife start whispering in my ear I'm starting to see it clear she don't care Shorty down with whatever She said let's go to your room all together (and I'm) I'm sure the two of us will make it worth your while Now your friend looks great and I really want to f** her But I can't be your side dude can't be your lover Called on my old school trick just to duck her We got to the room told her I ain't have a rubber I thought it worked at first (but) One look disappointed and one looked hurt But her trifling a** when and made sh** worse She reached down and pulled a few of those from her purse (bioch) Got on her knees started playing with the head All her dude's lyrics started playing in my head Her friend jumps in probable feeling left out I'm filled with guilt cause all I could think bout was He has her on T.V. with your kids I got her on the T.V. in her ribs Please god forgive Regret what I did That ain't the life style I wanna live Just then I couldn't help it Ta ha, Ta ha, Ta ha Naw I couldn't help it Mic, ma mic I couldn't help it Even though I tried Must have been something going on inside No lie I couldn't help it I couldn't help it Naw I couldn't help it Talk to em