Joba - SISTER lyrics

[Part 1 – SISTER] [Intro – Merlyn Wood] Drink, got the alcopop with it, yeah, yeah, yeah I don't got no chains in my denim, yeah, yeah, yeah I don't listen what the blogs tell me, yeah, yeah, yeah I know n----s got their own agenda, yeah, yeah, yeah [Verse 1 – Joba] I've got [censored] but she would never know I like to hide them, so much I lose myself That's why I'm pure to some, a psychopath to others And grew up in counselling, flipping off my counselors They gave me mood stabilisers but when I came off 'em I was violent Took the d** that I wanted which didn't help with the voices They just grew louder and louder They called the people who'd just chatter and chatter I juggle all my personalities [Interlude – Robert Ontenient] Estoy tan harto y cansado, no puedo seguir asíendo esto ojalá pudiera rendir me pero tengo seguir siendo fuerte para mi familia y mis amigos [Verse 2 – Kevin Abstract] I find myself getting better by the f-----g minute Number one, my momma always had to save the minutes Got some D's, dropped out wanted to be Russell Simmons Gotta keep working, my head or in a vision Where the kitchen at? Keep the lyrics written Raid my cell and dope, asking for forgiveness I just turn into somebody selling lemonade Kiss your kiss and then before them b-----s, run away [Hook/Chorus – Kevin Abstract] Get your man, get your man all up off me Back again, want a hundred bands around me In December, I don't care what they call me [Bridge – Kevin Abstract] This for all my bro n----s, this for all them d**, n---a That you n----s made when I was still living at home, n---a Did it on my own, n---a, grew up and I bossed out Grew up and I bossed out, grew up and I bossed out [Verse 4 – Matt Champion] I see you peeking through bushes and tryna get secret ingredients from us I know that you do it 'cause you see us Booming like C4 when you hit that detonator Lucky lucky on the elevator Eat my dust baby I'll see ya later I could always call your bluff You already said enough Take a risk b---h still sitting on your a-s Waiting for a handout Giving nothing put your hands down Ooh yeah, this for the culture Ooh yeah, this important F--k off with that slang s--t F--k off with that networking Keep ya mouth where the money at [Verse 5 – Dom Mclennon] Yellow lights on my dashboard, red flags in the rearview I know I'm the one that made you upset, but all I wanna do is see you You know that lately I don't think straight, but I don't really know what I'm doing now ‘Cause everybody got me f----d up, I'm struggling while on the move now Yellow lights on my dashboard, red flags in the rearview I know I'm the one that made you upset, but all I wanna do is see you You know that lately I don't think straight, but lately I don't know what to do now ‘Cause everybody got me f----d up, I'm struggling while on the move now [Hook/Chorus – Kevin Abstract] Get your man, get your man all up off me Back again, want a hundred bands around me In December, I don't care what they call me Get your man, get your man all up off me Back again, want a hundred bands around me In December, I don't care what they call me Get your man, get your man all up off me Back again, want a hundred bands around me In December, I don't care what they call me Get your man, get your man all up off me Back again, want a hundred bands around me In December, I don't care what they call me [Part 2 – NATION] [Verse 1 – Kevin Abstract] Barely got control of it, must've got a hold of it Threw me to the ground and left a scar right on my n---a lips I look in the closet when I think about the past life Never good in my wallet, tryna see if I got my cash right F--k a flight, they ain't never wanna treat my bag right F--k a job, they ain't never treat my mom and dad right [Verse 2 – Ameer Vann] I hate them quiet suburbs, I hate those picket fences I hate the separation, first thing they called me – N---a I fight, I got suspended My teachers saw me hit him So they ain't listen to me, and from that moment on I would learn that I was different, I would grow to see the difference Second guessing my decisions, black bodies come up missing [Refrain – Kevin Abstract] I feel like all my days are coming to rubble I feel like all my days are coming to rubble [Verse 3 – Dom McLennon] I would walk through the halls at my own pace Every lunch, I would flow, having no place All the books in my bag till my bones ache Wonder how the world would be if I had no face If I had no heart, if I had no skin And I was just thoughts, reminiscing the things always brushed off Had my Father tell me I was just off And when I look at the things that I've been through And the things I survived and at what cost? All the love in my life that I just lost All this s--t persevere to the pole vault In the eyes of the law I'm a problem In the eyes of blogs i'm a paycheck In the eyes of the world I'm an icon In the eyes of my own I ain't start yet In the eyes of the law I'm a problem In the eyes of the blogs i'm paycheck In the eyes of the world I'm an icon In the eyes that I own I ain't start yet [Bridge – Merlyn Wood] Power! African Power! [Outro – Kevin Abstract] I feel like all my days are coming to rubble I feel like all my days are coming to rubble I feel like all my days are coming to rubble I feel like all my days are coming to rubble