JL B.Hood - Expectations lyrics

Yo Ive been a starving artist for years The arguements we've had already brought me to tears I know part of it is i could have had 100 careers But in the same amout of time and made us all millionaires Nothing scares my momma like ima fail Tell them my talents are rare and i dont apply to the trail Want to me to have kids but i won't be JL In this face disappears in front of the wedding bell No trace of faith in the crossroads Complaints from a blank face that im not so hot so im hostile In any case im a lost soul chasing the dream and tears with runny nostrils [?] weird look what i got But if sk**s paid bills id be in a yatch floating off the coast Look how i feel riddle me not everything stop You give me another shot Im hurried and racing in my soul just to lose [?] All yall know me to be the strong one Never said this last year been a long one And i done stayed on my path and another song sung And i done prayed all i ask for is get the wrong done The outcome is always gonna fall apart Im not done ill fall with a broken heart Like how come its always cold and dark?? I done sacrifised all for this spoken art Everybody telling me its coming up And my reality has beem telling me i should let it go Is there a hell in the dead end im headed for Hell i would be suprised if my head explode I attempt to write up another cla**ic Like a pimp tell me do it or get my a** kicked Im convinced fellow its a lack of pa**ion And i admit i was distracked on this track Im hurried and racing in my soul just to lose [?] Feeling like i can hang with the best of them I spit and it was like the d**h of them Knocked off the high horse got em confessing Downward spiral misfortune estimate Stress weighs heavy up on my chest Im praying and playing this is a mess I was hiding out at the address I ain't lying i tried that and ive returned So many reasons that im blessed Knowing that you only colaborate with the best Won't elaborate but i thought i had it i guess That i ain't good enough to compare to the rest Im sinking and who do i gotta k** Got me thinking maybe i wasn't ready keeping it real Maybe i dont have what it takes to get a deal Mistakes got me ill I gotta chill