JJ Demon - Swive lyrics

This is the moment that we thought would never come Is it fleeting? I'm bleeding from my heart, forever young Our first meeting, but we talked for years over the phone You'd text me dirty pictures when I was feelin' alone Scandalous. Both of us involved on and off But the stamina we had woulda never let it damage what we had I'm an animal now, I see you there Standin' in my hotel room with your camera I'm headed to Angelo, laid over in Dallas You asked me to come stay over your palace I'm headed down the rabbit hole with Alice I was drinkin' heavy, then Tried to stop, the hospitals in Texas don't know anything This is the moment that we thought would never come I was tourin’, I was soarin’ back and forth Your life was borin', no offense But I'm sure it was less stressful and more stable You knew me before I had been exiled by my label Even back when I was in jail, you were always sendin' me mail Never thought we'd meet, is this a dream? What is happenin' now? Textin' me when I hit Texas, somehow you fell out Which might sound crazy otherwise But it was you, I think I was proud, now This is the moment that we thought would never come And now we're lost in time, you brought me a bottle of wine I was already drunk Drunk as an empty cup, Bible pages ripped to shreds All over the floor, what the f** was I so angry for? This is the moment, only feel it, make it real Your walls are breathing heavy and you're shakin' And I am nervous, too, but I can fake it You tell me I am much taller in person I tell you I'm much smaller when I'm naked And you laugh, I see the ice is breakin' It sculpted into a swan, I know your heart's been broken before Tonight, I’m hopin’ it’s not Please, open a slot, reserve for the boy that returned to you While you were walkin’ alone in the dark to your home In the [?] before you had drove in a car You were just seventeen I was in Philly, a million miles away Livin’ my life in a violent haze of trial and error [?] biodegrade This is the moment, I know it, the one that we thought wouldn’t come But it came, it’s a shame that I had to be drownin’ in sauce But I felt I must entertain But I can remember surrendurin’ vividly, still And temperature risin’ inside of that room in the Spring We bloomed, the memory’s givin’ me chills And now that the moment’s arrived, the moment we waited for then Is now momentarily here, and we’re just afraid it’ll end When you’re alone and feel scared, know a part of me is still there I’m leavin’ soon, my bags are packed I promise you that I’ll be back When you’re alone and feel scared, know a part of me is still there I’m leavin’ soon, my bags are packed I promise you I’m already back