Jinsu - Make It Back Home lyrics

[Hook] When you come from where I stay We was taught to hold that chrome A n***a run up in my way I bet that pavement he fall back on Cause in these streets it's never safe It's never promised you gon' live that long Felt this some sh** I had to say Just in case I never make it back home [Verse 1] I pray the Lord on my soul, reflecting on some bad decisions I chose A f**ing million miles from home with so much sh** on my dome Perfecting all this anger inside before I explode So if it's drama, then it's under control Fought with the wars I was against, I seen the game but played the bench Consequences I get pinched, guess I was just lacking sense f** school and sh** I was doing was effecting all my movements Only strong n***as get through this then make a way with this music A young n***a wildin' born and raised out of Rhode Island Cut from a different cloth, a red fabric I was styled in Was taught to get funds, stay loyal with your day ones Other n***as go play dumb, me, I'd rather just play sponge Soaking up all the game I got from them older n***as Can't be learning from you why the f** should I be social with you? Ask forgiveness when all the problems was brought Just life morals from the sh** I was taught, for real [Hook] [Verse 2] I tend to travel through them lost long memories mentally while alone at night Take it in strides, keep it inside on sh** I'm posted right The best that I'm giving I'm obsessed with this feeling Thoughts of dying, I'd be lying if I said that I didn't Over my shoulder where the Reaper crept, but G-O-D indeed I rep Became depressed but quickly hop out of that mode my conscience set Fought through that pain, they threw dirt on my name I played it cool, remained the same, and pa**ed the stars a n***a aimed Not a motherf**ing soul gon' stop me achieving goals Certain things I can't control, sometimes this sh** could take a toll On me but only for a little then its back to work Then make it happen while on Earth until I'm laid back in that hearse And even then I hope my sh** could live on I say a prayer before I sleep, another prayer in the morn' In case I don't make it praying patient 'til that day come along Just all I ask is don't forget me when a n***a is gone [Hook] [Bridge 2x] How I define all the times so much sh** had me gone Hate and the love though is what I feed off Came up from nothing so I aim for the most Repping my coast cause this is all I know [Hook]