Jez Dior - Clean Me Up lyrics

Stay with me like last night Can we just make this our last fight? Get your act right And I'll act right Close this bag tight Like your advice Telling me I'm like your dad, right? Or my dad, yeah, that's sad, right? And you're mad so I go off too All of this sh** that love cost you And that perfume is a costume Pa**ing out in that washroom Feeling like ghosts are watching you Feeling like most are awful too Drown in the sheets but never asleep Waxing the floor, pictures to keep But never to share Won't ever dare The dirty is there The messiest hair The blankest stare Where are your eyes? Where is your soul? You lost it inside A moshpit inside of my brain I needed to think like I'm sane I need you to take away pain I need you to see where I'm aiming At one of us, but it's not you And if I stop, then you stop too, like Pieces undone You put me together If I don't die tonight Let's live forever I'm burning the sage Gone five days sober The pain is deep But it's almost over Clean me up, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Let me down, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Let me down, don't let me down Don't let me down Let me down Let me down Don't let me down if you don't mean this sh** Don't pick me up if you don't need me, b**h You're dirty, you hurt me, you heard me Said you were willing to do anything for me You lied You lied to my face I'm hurting tonight I'm writing these words in blood If I get cut, please don't let me die tonight Don't let me roll over and never roll back Don't let me yell at you, I'm needing it badly The only person that can take me from that If that, I'm bad, I'm mad, I'm sad These feelings take over They've taken my dad This fire is hot Ice is so cold I'm feeling it though I'm sorry, you know? Pieces undone You put me together If I don't die tonight Let's live forever I'm burning the sage Gone five days sober The pain is deep But it's almost over Clean me up, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Let me down, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Clean me up, don't let me down Let me down, don't let me down Don't let me down Let me down Let me down