Jets Vs. Sharks - Note To Self: Die lyrics

So this is how it feels To be tethered to a sinking ship Nobody hears as I hit the ground My breaking sound! If I try, can I fix it? Our bodies (our anchors) We're going down What the f** have I done? Signs point to nothing What we want is in our heads But our hearts hold us back I'll write this note in blood To remind myself to die Don't hope Don't try Don't aspire! Note to myself Please die...please die