Jessie James Decker - Not In Love With You lyrics

If I hear that you're out at a party I don't go Used to call you when I got drunk Now I don't drink anymore I'm an addict, only thing I'm chasing In the rocks on the bottom When I'm right on the edge I fall asleep with you running through my mind But I fall asleep without you in my bed I got a long way to go I got a lot work to do Maybe I don't, I'm still living alone But at least I'm not in love with you Any headache that I feel without you Is better than it was Every night I was still kinda lonely You Could only feel next to someone, eh I'm a sad girl, any mind temptation tryina break in And keep breaking my heart I'll have them moved on but haven't turned back [?] but it's damn good start I got a long way to go I got a lot work to do Maybe I don't, I'm still living alone But at least I'm not in love with you Dying on but [??]