Jessica Lee Marie Kronaizl - Contemplating Abortion lyrics

i have been blessed so everyone says but no one could've guessed how it all ends i am growing bigger emotions swelling more each day a constant finger on the trigger just wanting to fly away unbearable pain no air coming in everything to gain even a sin blood everywhere emotions awry don't know how much more i can bear i still think i want to die everything finally comes out i am, once again empty inside and still i have no doubts i know what i did was right, for me