Jesse - Color Patterns lyrics

[Verse 1 : Jesse] Where have you been? They're looking for you Your brothers your sister, your Mom is there too Worried half sick, cause lately ain't nobody really been hearing from you Where did you go? Why did you leave? The questions start to circle the room Was it bout us? Was it about me? More importantly, I haven't stopped thinking of you It's tearing me down, you're building me up Colors with patterns, I'm mixing em up Painting our love but bending my trust Fillin' my head, I think it might bust Glowin' with energy, flowin' with synchrony Fictitious patterns this feeling ain't make believe Come to me baby thats right where you need to be Matter fact, let yourself go, just fall into me Cause I can hold your burdens,/ and I'll make you smile I could lift you up, make it all worth while I could let it go, it could all fly free Or maybe some day I'll wake up and see that all of this was in my dream That's make believe. but you make me believe If this ain't real then i wonder whatever happened to me Whatever's lost, I still ain't found it yet Burning in my heart like an addicts carton of cigarettes -Break- [Verse 2 : Jesse] And honestly, I remember your honesty The way your eyes shined as you smiled at me And The way it breaks my heart Knowing how far - we've drifted apart But it seems that's it, the f**in' way she goes Simplistic patterns stowed away with daily goals Minds always racin, might just erase it As I roll up on this green, the .40 sits adjacent Choosing between, whats best for me Herbal medicine or finding what it really means Try and drown it out Or f**ing accept it Been losing my mind for months, and none of this stress is helping