Jesse Rutherford - Opposite lyrics

[Intro] Truth hurts, truth heals This is the truth hurting and healing right here [Verse 1] So I decided all I need is this computer and this microphone I'm wearing Vans, dude, I can't afford no Nikes, bro Don't sleep around but if I'd like I could have nighty hoes But if I fall in love with one, afraid I might propose Some girls get known for being the baddest While others tryna' update relationship status Some get jealous, always wonder like Alice Others understand the bigger picture, something like atlas I'm a star in some of their eyes, something like Dallas Other ones wouldn't know if I was a prince with a palace The starry-eyed girl wants to watch me at practice The other one calls me a "f*ggot" when I tell her I'm rappin I tell the one who likes me you never know what could happen While the other one is right there in my face just laughing Starry-eyed Shay likes my raps and tats and my hair and my hats Got stupid Sydney asking, "Wait are you for real?" With her tone sarcastic Shay's ready to play, if I rapped in plastic The only problem is Shay got me halfway flaccid While Sydney got me lagging, I'm replying like faxes Sydney is too indie with her vintage fashion Listens to old records, if it's vinyl, she has it Shay, by the way has pretty nice a** And it happens that I have f**ing habit of grabbing But Sydney, holy f**, yeah you should see Sydney Not just a** but also titties Yeah, the whole damn package Shay likes me She thinks my life is lavish and If I had a world for Sydney she would never ever have it Shay blushes over me while Face all radish while Syd could give a f** if I had green like salad, look [Chorus] Stuck chit-chatting with two opposite girls Man I'm living in two out of the world Stuck chit-chatting with two opposite girls Man I'm living in two out of the world [Verse 2] Look, I don't ever want fan to be my f**ing girlfriend It's nice to be recognized for my hustle working Shay says me all my sleepless nights are f**ing worth it Sydney says me to give up and it is all but worthless I'm broke and i know that I'm supposed to purchase, watches and nice purses These things are urgent Shay, wants me to save her like the pastors sermon Sydney says, me, I can't like a church of virgins Every time I try to talk to her it makes me nervous Type out all my sentences in 3 different versions Making sure i use the right words in all my verses That I write about how i'll nurture her like nurses It always ends up me against her, versus Shay is searching for my heart surgeon And Sydney could care less if we ever meet in person I'm not upset but annoyed and in a way I'm hurting 'Cause I'm falling hard for Sydney but with Shay I'm barely flirting And Shay looks okay on the surface but I can see Sydney's heart in the president suburban Windows tinted, double limo in the city steady swearvin Shay treats me like I'm royal like my first name was Turkish But Sydney thinks I'm crazy, I should "Join the f**ing circus" Because of her I hardly sleep for the reasons that is certain She's a witch and a b**h got me under all her curses Shay knows my middle name but i couldn't tell you what hers is Im on the internet on Sydney's blog always lurking Pictures of her surfing And you know what the worst is She knows i hate the ocean yeah f** the sea urgent Shay leave me alone Yes, I know you like my version of "Drug Baby" acoustic but I wrote that sh** on purpose Yeah, See I wrote it about about Sydney You wanna know what the worst is I wrote it about Sydney I love her, I think that she is perfect [Chorus] Stuck chit-chatting with two opposite girls Man I'm living in two out of the world Stuck chit-chatting with two opposite girls Man I'm living in two out of the world