Jesse Rutherford - Always Cold lyrics

[Intro] Uh, hey, ahem Look, you're gonna be shocked but listen [Verse 1] I just inhaled marijuana for the first time, I'm sorry world But life's a b**h if you let it be a sorry girl Mine has always been beautiful and honest Always looked like Cinderella now she looks like Pocahontas Yes, I [?] that sh** Smoke that stress because I figure it'd relieve mind-sh** Truth hurts, truth heals, I believe that sh** Money will keep the water running 'cause I need that sh** Water running [?] of my windshield I [?] like Springfield Rap [?] My DJ spins records like a windmill In my head, you catch my drift? I'm too far out but you're so infield Watch everybody just get mad at me for this now Someone screwing through my head, pointless to write this down Squeeze my hand around this mike making a fist now And I don't fight tonight, I took flight, you pissed now? You pissed how? Keep on telling me that I missed out I never missed sh**, what the f**? You think I skipped town? Hungrier than ever so my mouth starting to drip out Flu is [?] dude to make you trip out See me all over the world wide web Double U, double U, double U, dot, I heard that kid Back in the day when his words were my sh** Now I'm f**ing with his a** like a b**h No more virginal sh** I dissected what I was doing with surgical kits Started sneezing on these tracks, that's "allergical" spit I will murder this sh** Never heard of a kid who springs and bounces to touch the sky on some vertical sh** It rained all day non-stop, plus, it's Sunday No Monday, feeling kinda hungry I never knew just how poor I was When I was young, used to explore up in Toys R Us I even went and bought a [?] for us I was barely even in my teens supporting us Yeah, nobody gets it if you're listening and hearing me Just know that my whole life that this sh** always has been clear to me I don't want to live forever, [?] social security Food stamps are in the past I mean that with sincerity No sob story, please, so no tears for me Not a product of the environment that's here with me [Chorus] And I don't need to feel alive When I'm home, oh Truth hurts, truth heals Truth hurts, truth heals I feel so real Trees bigger than Shaquille O'Neal Try to sign me, I won't take your deal Actually, hold up, if I feel So real, then I'll take that deal [Outro] My ankles are cold But you gotta keep those pants [?] up It's cold out there today, man It's always cold It's always cold It's always cold It's always cold