Jesse Howard - What's up J. How lyrics

This is organized confusion like twitter Facebook or instagram you paroozin a sick headed f** with more than one contusion I am screws loose like a door hinge without the screws in damn like PTSD it might be from these foster homes lost excuses squatting homeless botched intrusions delusion clocked no sh** stopping spliff two bits pot I'm rolling gosh I'm stoned dropping music forgotten moments I do stupid sh** being homeless botched covered scams robbin malls food court to pop rubber bands get fronted an ounce of weed crop puff it vanish make a couple hundred for costs to cover plans and flash to flashbacks its back to rap stacked bits scraps to mat Fascists on tracks I pa** fast subtract this and then add it to pa** n gra** fat spliffs pa**in for cats whack hits Stay positive through the haziness this is my life this is craziness grip this mic spit this crazy sh** Stay positive through the haziness this is my life this is craziness grip this mic spit this crazy sh** stay positive A walking ashtray to put a body in with carcinogens and cess to sin again I'm problematic binge on d** and alcohol problem habits they say I could die coffin has it coughing has it broke and cutoff so flip off managers after interviews new job? nope I run off thinking it damages flattened inner tubes I hustle what I can get me what I want chilling struggles of a man stressed these uttered prompts spilling Got a caseworker that can help me out sometimes surprised I can afford what I show here's some rhymes an eloquent hoodlum with felonies and misdimeanors dropped out of college cause of swelling dreams I'm mister dreamer with a snowboard and go for it no ford slow forward and hustler's ambition so smuggling dat piff in Wishin I can help the other struggling a**es envisioned in my vision on the streets like me where I'm living spout controversy on the web to hundreds of people got them thinking bananas off a freestyles sequel Can you solve your own s** issues or watch that p**ns prequel? so don't try to size me up with your eyes just cause I get wise But I guess it gets bigger like curiosity so it's k**ing cats what does it matter sh**'s real and Jack it's still my sack you spilling trash and still react what's on your mind still the package cause i'm an asian rapper that doesn't battle says a lot k** the asking well I'll just grow with it i blame society for the wrong in the focus violence greed and vanity ain't in my natural of notions silently seek amity like natural emotion trying to keep sanity fighting back the erosions stay positive through the haziness this is my life this is craziness grip this mic spit this crazy sh** stay positive through the haziness this is my life this is craziness grip this mic spit this crazy sh**