Jenny Lewis - Head Underwater lyrics

I've been wearing all black since the day it started When I stopped and looked back as my mind departed I've been losing sleep and I cannot sit still I'm not the same woman that you were used to I put my head underwater baby, I threw my clothes away in the trash I stood barefoot on the blazing concrete, I was waiting for the gut of the thunder I don't wanna bore you with how I feel, but when the walls came down, the sh** got real I never thought I would ever be here, looking out on my life as if there was no there I messed around with something I always hated I took a blanket into the bath Opened my eyes and hallucinated, I took a nap and woke up in the gra** There's a little bit of magic, everybody has it There's a little bit of sand left in the hourgla** My own mortality, I contemplated Down in the valley i got hypnotized It left a mark that hasn't faded That's when I realized There's a little bit of magic, everybody has it There's a little bit of sand left in the hourgla** There's a little bit of magic, everybody has it There's a little bit of fight left in the end I put my head underwater baby, I held my breath until it pa**ed Crossed my fingers and concentrated I closed my eyes and I was free at last