JemJemzac - Reminiscing (Freestyle) lyrics

[Verse 1]: Yeah It's like music to my ears man Uh Out this b**h like a miscarriage Used to be me and you But now you're off to heaven And I don't even know where the f** I be headin' All I know is I'm motherf**in' trippin' All I know is I was f**ing gifted To cut these snakes and these fakes out my life so easily Because these motherf**ers were pa**ing on negative vibes and I knew I needed to fly sh** I got a future to plan, but I don't know where I'm heading So goddamn I sit at night reminiscing back at little JemJem who used to sit in the sand But now look at me I don't even know what I'm doing b I wanna make motherf**in' history But how can I do that when that little girl getting shot up street from my house haunts me sh** Remember-er watching the news Hearing two n***as shot each other cause they were fools But they couldn't even handle the recoil from the guns And they shifted to the right and shot that little girl Uh Damn Bullet went through the window Shot her dead in the head while she was watching Dora Mother in the kitchen cooking up a storm And all of a sudden hearing your daughter fall to the floor Damn My wishes goes out to that mother How could you not to get watch your daughter fly How do you not get to see your only child succeed Because two "real" n***as shot her so easily sh** But I guess that's all worth right? Cause two n***as got to defend their hoods right? And two n***as got to defend their colours right? I guess that's all matters when you gotta look real right? sh** Man f** this stupid sh** I sit here while I try to plan my future quick Cause I just reminisce Thinking about little JemJem and his little n***as getting into mischievous Goddamn man It's so funny how I can't tell these stories cause I got a bigger picture for you to paint But I just wanna to tell you one last thing That I got a future plan so I gotta make it big Cause I gotta get my momma a nice big ole house Get her a nice little car so she's living lavish now But maybe I can't do it Cause I've fallen into a abyss And I'm drowning in darkness And I don't know where I'm headin' sh** I'm just so scared of life But all I gotta say is that life so crazy And you only get one chance Once it's game over that's it And you only get one f**ing God Shout out to Scarlett and Kingdom Street