Jeff Klein - Holding In The World lyrics

Late last night while i lay still My arms pressed on the window sill I dreamed a dream of better times When lights they flashed behind your eyes I don't regret what i've become But i do regret what i can't be There with you lying still praying up to God instead to take me And as you fade away I'm holding in the world Sometimes i feel like i'm superman With a heart of steel just like my old man But most times i'm just scared to d**h to think Of you inside of this whole mess And i hope that you were proud to be The one that took so much sh** from me And i hope to god someday soon We'll see that all your suffering Is just a dream And as you fade away I'm holding in the world The lights don't shine anymore