Jd - NO PROOF lyrics

[Chorus 1: PARIAH PETE] I look around hoping change will come my way Im a clown underneath, i can't change my ways You say you want me to, you say you rooting for the best But i have no proof X2 [Verse 1: PARIAH PETE] Motherf**er who, always has a problem Ain't no happy days wouldn't know em if i saw one Im lobbing, a**umptions in every which direction Can't help but judge a cover thats a chapter of my stressing So im guessing, bound by a subconscious contract Pen ink pierces the page, thats my combat Outside these walls, and outside my brain matter Represents whats truly inside, now let that settle Im doctor jekyll and im hyde And it all depends on the date, place, and the time Lets rewind, only bout 6 months back When it first became apparent you dont have my back But thats that I guess ill leave it in the past today But theres no telling tomorrow i will feel the same I look for your qualities in all other people So, ive been having trouble since we seeing other people [Chorus 2: PARIAH PETE] I look around hoping change will come my way Im a clown underneath, i can't change my ways You say you want me to, you say you rooting for the best But i have no proof X2 [Verse 2: JD] In this battle that i have with myself Lacking sobriety, since society pa**ive with help But i just laugh it off, cause after all nobody gives a damn They dont listen to understand but to judge you after They call you kin, then feel the switch if they feel they have to And thats some sh** that leave me sad and heating gra** up Thinking back to when i wasn't a dope head With some motive other than a rhyme in my note pad And its so sad to see a heart break change you Now im detached unlike wired cables Still sad about the fact that the sparks been absent Between her and i and the vibe that we patterned I see thru the skies, bleed thru a bandage Meaning, i might leak and sink a line up pa**ion Evacuate please this world is evil enough with The fingers and the thumbs run in the strings of these puppets f** [Chorus 3: PARIAH PETE] I look around hoping change will come my way Im a clown underneath, i can't change my ways You say you want me to, you say you rooting for the best But i have no proof X2 [Outro] I look around I ain't see a piece of proof I fiddle around With the thought of us two With you The deal with me Never one filled with glee But if you smile Imma show how i be With you