JCTHACREEP - Kraken lyrics

Seen alotta sh** And i felt alotta pain Get back up Just to feel it all again The world knock me down Its the king without a crown Fill my lungs with smoke In the hope that i would drown Recently its eating me I slowly decay Thinking bout my past And the chance i threw away Creepin through the day Sleepin in the night Haunting all my dreams So im sleeping with a knife Wishing that i never happen Wish i didn't think of you Trapped in this abyss I seem to be slowly sinkin into Claim you feel the vibe I no longer feel alive Im just tryin to survive Trapped in this world Im restrained by my mind You complain bout the grind But this is how its sposed to be The first mistake you made Was acting like you knowin me Thinking that im this And you thinking that im that Slowly i realize Put my soul in this rap b**h i roll and attack I flow and relapse You talking bout some bullsh** b**h im speakin all the facts Always been an outcast I make thats a miracle Putting in work To the day i reach my pinnacle Eyes low nothing visable I dont need to see All the hate in the world Im just trying to be me My poetry has potency Every bar is deadly Violence in my heart So its best if you dont tempt me Life dont last long But this music last for centuries Never fade not delayed Change the world f** a phase Ain't going with the latest trend Hope you know we ain't been friends Spitting flows that never end Preaching like a reverend Trying but its useless Feeling like my future Straight belonging up in nooses