JBM - Keeping Up lyrics

Stick around please Wait out through the fall I'm not right in the howling wind An end tide around me Has stayed in The dream has not paid I fall out of it falling weight The faded ideals are gathering In a walkabout tale In a digging into dirt I failed and returned Flying through a fog Peering through the cracks For the moon Or the fire of the sun In reaching I've become a figurine A calm around me Stray ashes that fall In low light through the backwoods And fatal ideas that gather In the corners while I wait For the limited return of feeling It ain't worth the hold out for it Once you feel like you've become unreal And collide which is what I've strayed out through the fog But I can't feel the sun or the wind So come out with it once In a straight action Crawl through my window With your heart tied to a stick Come out with it once I'm afraid I can't afford to wait