Jazmine Sullivan - Rashida's Tale lyrics

[Rashida:] I met this girl when I was twenty years old And it was an instant connection between us two She was very affectionate, loving, kind, caring Everything that you could dream of And we ended up moving in together She proposed to me, gave me a ring She introduced me to her best friend We went out together one night and we ended up sleeping together And, it crushed her And when it hurt her, it hurt me She told me it was over, she asked for her ring back I think I had a nervous breakdown, I was crying And I never felt that type of pain before Because it was always me being the one that was cheated on And it turn I caused the same type of pain to someone that I was madly in love with Having lost her, at that time, it felt like a death to me I can't you an explanation as to why I did it 'Cause I, I really don't know but I fu*ked up, I fu*ked that up And I can admit that