Jayy Starr - I Need A Moment lyrics

[Verse 1: Jayy Starr] Sitting here, with this pen and pad avoiding Karma Hoping I die a legend not a person with dishonor Wish I had a little more respect for my momma But it's hard when you're neglected and placed in between drama I ain't pointing fingers I a**ume responsibility I can be a b**** I understand if you're an enemy But I swear I love you if sincerely you're a friend of me Y'all there for me more than m************ that are kin to me F*** you if you judge me, you don't know my story Heaven's fallen angel, mine eyes have seen the glory Who can I run to when everybody's suffering Critics with they opinions, f*** it I've had enough of them Wanted to give up at times sorry I'm being honest s*** Tired of being sold pipe dreams and broken promises Told me I was talented and it was my time to shine But wouldn't lend a helping hand unless I showed 'em dollar signs So I took matters into my own hands F*** your ulterior motives I got my own plans I ain't falling for no gimmicks like them other s**ers Never been perfect, but I'm real than a m*********** Everybody gotta struggle and mine ain't different kid I ain't nobody special, but s*** you listening Had people try and tell me that I would get far Went from sleeping in a car to everybody's favorite star So called friends plotting behind my back remain nameless Now they say they miss me cause I seem a little famous Trying hard to hang out cause they see a better me Asking can I introduce 'em to a few celebrities I just laugh it off cause I knew this day would come Never giving in cause homie I'm not dumb Had the perfect lover, but I had to go and f*** it up Oh well, s*** happens, took my deuce and chucked it up Plus I got a new piece and a whole bunch of groupies Exhale my pain, eyes lower than Snoopy's My agenda: get money, blow kush and do me People that think they know me gone hate to see the new me I contemplate life thinking is this it If I left the Earth tomorrow would I be missed? F*** tryna fit in with these miserable misfits Industry full of egotistical halfwits with limp d**** Tryna f*** you, but ain't got stamina Thinking they can get by, but homie I'm no amateur Shorty think she solid as a rock well I'mma damage her Ain't making no moves, maybe I should manage ya' Rule number one is don't believe ya' own hype Gotta stay humble you can lose it overnight Keep a level head and everything will be alright And if you in my way you better be ready to fight I don't trust many cause most be faking I'll give my own life just to see my n***** make it Ain't that what we aiming for? So why be selfish I swear it hurts my soul to see my grandmother helpless Strongest woman I've ever known That's why I fight so f***** hard to be on But they don't get that That's why it's me against the world like Pac say Ma** genocide to anybody tryna stop Jayy Middle finger to those who oppose Mighty like the Congo River the way I flow And I ain't plan on stopping anytime soon Cause my watch broke And you a fool and after this you think I'm not dope But I ain't tryna win you over Had to get this off my chest while I'm still sober Getting it like a winner cause patience is for beginners I don't care if I never get rich as long as I'm remembered