JayWay - Don't Know Why lyrics

[Intro: Jay-Way] I don't really know the purpose of this life Everyday feel like a mental suicide What will happen when my body completely die? Is there such thing as a hell or a paradise? I don't really know the purpose of this life Everyday feel like a mental suicide What will happen when my body completely die? Is there such thing as a hell or a paradise? [Hook: Jay-Way] Yeah, I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why [Verse 1: Jay-Way] Yo, I don't believe in rules or any regulations I'm living for the moment forget what happens later You go ahead and tell your god that I don't need a master See this the story of my life I am writing the chapters I know grandmama always told me that He's the answer Well answer why He had to take her life from me with cancer I don't wanna believe in hell or in heaven's gate But know I do hope that she's in a better place I know it's backwards Maybe there is a god Maybe life after d**h ain't no type of facade Maybe I'm scared nobody else is gonna relate Maybe I party cause daily my life's a masquerade Maybe He saved me in that car crash when I was eight Or maybe I was just lucky and I'm exaggeratin' Left with all these questions I'm still fishing for my existence I know I'm here for a reason but what's the reason that I'm here? [Hook: Jay-Way] Yeah, I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why [Verse 2: Jay-Way] I'm paranoid and I feel a void Feel like I got the answer but still I'm tryna avoid Told these preachers to sit down and just listen They say God can make you free but religion is prison The Big Bang-theory is even more blinding The world has beauty in it and someone must have designed it But is God behind it? That's hard to believe But something in me don't want that perception to leave Lately the church hurts more than it heals Kick you with the same legs they using to kneel Now tell me what's the deal? It's so confusing Don't know what to do and I just really wanna know the truth and Can't deny I see so many clues and Still I keep refusing Man I think I'm about to lose it Man I know that church is so abusive The Bible they polluted But I heard a voice if they the problem be the solution [Bridge: Lola Luna] And I'm not even sure whether you cause my existence But when I call to you I must admit I do feel You listen To me Why can I not make up my mind Make up my mind, my mind, my search of you [Hook: Jay-Way and Lola Luna] Yeah, I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why I feel so alive but don't know why, know why, know why, know why I search but can't find, I don't know why, know why, know why, know why