Jaytekz - Belong Here lyrics

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Jaytekz - Belong Here lyrics

[Verse 1: Taran Jaber] What would it take for my fam To be proud of me Everyone doubts me i don't let it bother me Take all my anger i get up and battle it Sick in the head so i need to battle me [Verse 2: Taran Jaber] Depression controls me i am lost in these pills Barely got money to pay all my bills Friends switching up i am just keeping it real How's that work? how's that feel? I am chasing my dream And they called me a joke Seeing no light at the end of the road So i finding my peace at the end of the rope Feeling alone like i walk in the dark Searching for love but i'm all tore apart So i burry my pain very deep in my heart I don't really know how much more i can take Push to the limit since soon i'll break And every smile is a smile that i fake Say i'm going through hell but i am doing ok Say i'm doing ok and i'm doing alright I love what i do but isn't a surprise This music sh** is not what it seems My friends told me Taran You're wasting your time I told them i'm chasing my dreams and If that makes me stupid I am glad that i'm dumb Popping these pills got me feeling so numb So i pressed up my head to the barrel of a gun See i know what it's like to just feel all alone And i look to a sky sending prayers to a god What's it goin' take "[?]" hearts [Verse 3: Taran Jaber] You don't know what i'ts like What these thoughts in my head Am i better off alive or am i better of dead? And the piece that you get Cause for me to these lines So i'm taking my piece to an piece of my mind See i can't really think the last time i smiled I guess i just haven't been happy for awhile They say when you die life flash in instant but i lost almost nothing in ambulance and the distant my head was spinning round like the tracks on a vinyl the nurse just check my pulse Now she's checking my vitals but everything shutdown nowhere left to survival [Hook: Aundre Myles] x2 Maybe i don't belong here I feel my end is so near Being waiting through my own tears And i wish i'll just so clear [Verse 4: JayteKz] Yea suicidal on my f**ing mind I'm sick and tired and I'm tired trying How to get this sh** out my head There's nothing left and i feeling like dying "[?]" load that nine up say "goodbye" You know my timeup Look into my motherf**ing eyes if this really happend would you be surprised You don't know sh** what i been through If you judge me well s** a dick dude Don't know who to trust Don't know who to vent to So i pour my heart onto this pencil Every time my life is over stressful I just loss myself to wish to "[?]" To the world of my music if for those who died then imma prove em wrong Keep that f** sh** far away from me Homie where were you through all my suffering you were never there Nobody ever cared now you come around showing love to me homie f** that i don't trust that when the storm came that sh** stroke fast and you did doubt Who the b**h now Keeping real you can sit the f** down Sit the f** down and don't say sh** Homie can you tell im on the way pissed I ain't been to sleep for like 5 days And to tell the truth am i just might break Im trying my best yo for cry sake This depression f**ed up my mind state It's like i'm saying one thing and do another my mind is f**ed up without a rubber Time is taking and is taking fast Sometimes i wonder how long Is this bullsh** gonna last My heart is broken but there's No different than broken gla** I can't repair it cos is so Hard to ignore the past And if i crash please don't save me Let me rest in peace for once And let the lord take me Let the lord take me and If this season nightmare Please somebody shake me [Hook: Aundre Myles] x2 Maybe i don't belong here I feel my end is so near Being waiting through my own tears And i wish i'll just so clear