Jaysaun - Goin' Down lyrics

[Intro: Slaine] I dont expect nobody to understand They never understood when I told 'em where I was tryna go in the first place So now that I'm here It's like you understand even less You get your own conceptions of what I am and what I;m supposed to be [1st verse: Slaine] From where you'sa standing, It looks like I'm on top of the planet A hundred million dollars s** tours rocking The pop of the camera Propaganda they got you thinkin I'm hoppin out fandom But I'm not, I'm in the lab knocking out anthems My feet are in the industry and in the street Of the wodka I'm slamming Jealous whispers got me co*king the hammer My hellish instincts are still with me Same brothers, whether to be k**ed or k** with me, yeah We still here, I got values instilled in me Thats the code of the corner Manifesto of the street Told through the odour of marijuana The future that i owe to my son, the life i owe to my mother My righteous road of dishonour Isotone with gloves on my palm Icy cold staring crazy savage Walking the same streets I grew up in ,pushing a baby carriage And fame stressing me and my Lady's marriage [Hook: Jaysaun] Where do I go from here Up's my only option Cracked the billboard hundred Dying to make the top ten Everyone that grew up with us from the hometown They life's like jets in the Hudson, going down I can't save 'em when the fight's only one round Mary J. Blige, cause I see 'em all going down But I am on the rise, and though I prophecise This is from the bottom of my heart, I apologise [2nd verse: Slaine] Okay my album's getting pushed back off sample clearances And I ain't hiding from nothing, create no appearances I connect with my fans with no interferences As long as I understand this, I can't miss I made a vow to speak for my people, display it proud If they don't listen to us then I say it loud- er My brothers locked in the cell couldn't be prouder All my best friends are dope fiends, hooked on the powder Sometimes my lyrics of struggle is what they look to for power Promise to ya, I'll never be shook or cower No I'm not a coward, I stand for something like a tower Higher than a eiffeltower Reign with the rightful shower my word's my bomb, bond's my word, word is bond I said this to you on a curb I swear to god that my mom said i was absurd But I'm sippin that bottle calming my nerves [Hook: Jaysaun] Where do I go from here Up's my only option Cracked the billboard hundred Dying to make the top ten Everyone that grew up with us from the hometown They life's like jets in the Hudson, going down I can't save 'em when the fight's only one round Mary J. Blige, cause I see 'em all going down But I am on the rise, and though I prophecise This is from the bottom of my heart, I apologise to ya