Jayoh - Contemplate (remix) lyrics

[Verse 1: Jayoh] Dear sweetheart what up tho ? Where you been at here we go ... I been callin you been gone all night Turn off yo phone bet that you'll say that it died I'm still here . But no call You so near. But you so far Say one thing . 180 My king? not lately The car that you driving, that's mine Like what are you doing in my life? we argue.. And we fight ... Who are you? not my type.. Shoppin spree, my tab Staying wit you, that's my bad I paid the rent n I paid yo phone you turned around to go f** wit hoes Oh well tho. How life goes Endure some more -don't think so Work it out? Ya I tried Held me Down -so I Cried You go, and we done Out that door . Good luck Years from now you gon wana settle down Don't call me tho I ain't gonna be around Loving somebody that don't love you back I'm just happy I'm over that It feels good to be over you, babe So play this sh** while you contemplate, contemplate, contemplate Play this sh** while you contemplate Play this sh** while you contemplate [Chorus Rihanna] Who am I living for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Chances are giving Questions existing Who am I living for? Is this my limit? Can I endure some more? Chances are giving Questions existing [Verse 2: Jayoh] Everybody start talkin All eyes on me and they watchin I'm walkin, but not fallin If I was ballin I bet you they Callin Their intentions, it's all bad Makes me mad how they setup they trap Doors are closin I see pitch black I can't give up so I fight back Demons -they tryin to throw me off Get the point across that I'm feeling lost Coin toss it won't be my loss At all cost caught up in my thoughts On to the next That money I'm chasin But my time I think that I'm wasting My life, on a crutch Got my family don't see em too much Me n my kids we don't spend time I'm runnin around trying make a dime Tomorrow -not promised Im A little scared I'm guna be honest Mom n artist I'm tryin my hardest Empty pockets so I'm On it Far from lazy it never ends Vision hazy I see no friends They all shady they all pretend On the daily Hope on a thread I can't cope, I can't think I can't breathe, this ain't me This ain't easy, I'm thinking Am I doing this for them or me? I can't think, I can't breathe .am I doing this for them or me?