Jaykae - Fire In the Booth lyrics

Small Heath Birmingham Invasion Alert Rest in peace my brudda' Depzman, 2REAL Large up Charlie Sloth, fire in the booth Madting YO Shoutout to all the man back home Some real sh** YO Yo my little bro, I hope you're doing well What i'm going through is hell, and it don't seem real And I can't hold it to myself, I'm sipping up a drink And Freezing up at __, We gon' smoke it to the clouds And just pray for the best, I can't keep doing tunes I'm thinking about all the things that we used to do That's why I find comfort in smoking weed in your room I hope you don't feel all alone, cuz' I'll be with you soon bro I miss you too much blud, they ain't been a tag team like us since Legion and the doom, wish it was 3,2,1 and blast me to the moon I'm grieving, don't ask me when I'm releasing a tune Cuz' i just lost my best friend, the realest of bredrins 2real tell me that we wasn't destined, making our mums proud I even stopped chilling with the wrong crowd I wanna quit this music cause' it's long now Any wrong how nuff' man never helped ya These times grams and a voucher But you never got to do it, alcohol has got me through it All this skunk that I've been smoking, and I've been drunk for a month And i ain't ga**ing, i ain't ga**ing, I ain't ever lying Hope the man that done it blud, I hope you're feeling terrified My boys loved depz, small heath had to ride, black tick certified Blue tick verified, got me thinking where was I? Now i ain't scared to die, thinkin' bout' d**h and how I'm prepared for mine Bury me a g, when they put me in the sky, my heart bleeds, every time your mommy looks me in the eyes fammo And that's pure love, not embarra**ment, Shoulders still bruised, from when we had to carry him There's no comparison, doing this for my mum, doing this for Alison, I'm doing this for all of yous I'm doing this for Rea, Yeah, I'm doing it for Lou, I ain't doing this for me, fam, I'm doing this for you I'ma do, I'ma do, till it can't be done, your spirits still here, but your heart beats gone I know he felt safe, when I was by him, who ever said big boys don't cry was lying Yeah, cuz' i'm the biggest here, Wish that i could shed a tear Took a trip up to a pier, just so that i could Real talk Shout out to my brudda' rosay, took me out the country, so we could chill the whole day No way, i'd be lying, if i said I'm okay, and that's why on Friday's i try my best to go pray Yeah, I know I'm a hypocrite, at least I'd admit to it Saying how I feel, no not a little bit Whole bottles empty, started with a little sip Head starts spinning, when I think of it Cream, you was only 18 And you was having up the scene, now you're gone, how you mean? Ima do this for the team, they said it was a nightmare But it started as a dream, yeah, your dream, our dream Feels like i'm dreaming, you know why I'm here, and 2real's the reason Yeah, 2real, who real, All i know is you real Snowing on my back, I always knew the true real I'll see you in the new world Wait for me in paradise, People seeking fame off your name the little parasites On a bag of hype, Blud it sends me mad at night, trynna' cause trouble on the road So i can have a fight, going mad, I need help, panicking a free kelp, walking up and down I've ended up in B12, We got kicked out of green house, my head lights are wrong Cause it's dark in front of me now, inside I've had enough, but outside I'm acting tough Cherish all the memories, in Amsterdam and Magaloff We was meant to this together, without your strength and support, I can't do this my bredda Cuz you're still that guy, yeah, you're still that fly I'm still smoking, till I shouldn't feel that high Yeah you're still the same, and you still k**ed the game, just another yute that was filled with pain And it's a shame, and as long as i'm alive, I'm gonna carry out your name, till i see you again My brudda, depzman rest in peace fam Hooligan out 2014 that's my album, big up all my mandem Big up d2, big up yaseen, big up the small heath mandem Trust me, big up Charlie Sloth one more time, fire in the booth Big opportunity, danno. 0121 Let me upon my mind and release some tensions In beef i don't leave my bredrins, trynna' go hard for the next 10 years so when i'm old I don't need my pension, HMP you better free my henchmen Role true, i'm gonna need my enterance Don't like going on twitter no more, cuz depz's name, I see in my mentions Fam i can't cope with it, yeah, i miss them times I smoke with him Or link up and buss two joke with him, Now i'm upset and i can't hold it in He was a younger me, I was an older him, bout a month i ain't been sobering Na i don't wanna do this music ting, but this music ting is what i owe to him I could quit music, but i probably won't help, I can't be out here, feeling sorry for my self Need to provide for the ones that I ride for, don't wanna watch no Corry in the cell Did this ting, yeah we did it by ourselves, from the road trips, to the studios All those times you were chilling in my house, The times, the times, that I keep thinking about Yeah, I'm lost without you, & it feels like i can't be a boss without you Road to success in front of my face, and it feels like I can't make it across without you Having flashbacks, at night thinking why couldn't that doctor help you? Yeah, it's mad how things change, trust me it's insane If i never done music, I'm trynna think where I'd be right now Probably on the road, where d** get sold Watching about when i Leave my house On these roads you don't know who to trust But in this music ting i'm due to bust So dont ever try get rude to us You think i'm a cuz i spray bars, my bredrins inside On a ten stretch, & im pissed cause I was on a Yeah, so don't talk bad if you ain't' hard I'm getting all stressed cuz acting there I'm trynna get rich, when he's in there When he comes out, he's nice Jesus Christ, I need to hold up things and make sure things are right Yeah, i'm standing alone, Working so i won't answer my phone Yeah i'm bad to the bone Thinking about cause' your bad, cuz your bredrins there, but there's no-one there when you're alone Yeah' i'm standing alone, These boys can't stand on my throne You're mad, If i get locked tomorrow, then who's gonna look after your dad Real talk Cause' i only say what I live Take a seat, get down with my history My old man never showed me love, that's why he don't mean sh** to me Gotta succeed in life, rub it in his face, smug face with victory Dont know whats written in the book no more, so the rest of my life is a mystery Yo, when will it stop, miss them days getting sent to the shop I was walking around, not a care in the world, but these days now I'm repenting to God 2 years back, I was sending a lot, now man will get aired like a vent in a crop Nuff man try glamourise this life, but try glamourise when your friends in a box Yo, when will it stop, got nuff bredrins getting sent down to the block I don't wanna live that life, so I grip that mic' dont wanna be shotting out 10's on the block Aid to the kids, we need to change these ways that we live Don't you want a house? Don't you want a business Yo i'm gonna stop taking the piss Cuz not long ago i was low on pee's, bored of the mic Two two's now i'm a lord of the mic Give me a time and a place We will try stay violate, thoughts of a fight Sick of these yutes getting caught in a hype Please stop acting a fool, There;s no-one there when your backs to a wall Im a tell these yutes to go back to school, go and get your grades Yutes in the ends, im'a set the pace You don't know about life, I've been stressed for days Story, ima write an extra page Getting sawned out when i bun my haze You know why, these days i've been thinking loads Probably the reason i've been drinking loads Got big things to accomplish But i don't seem to close if I'm honest Im a keep on trying ACTIVATE no time for a lying Wastemans send and i ain't replying Cuz i don't wanna go pen, i'll fry him YEAH I'M GROWING UP NOW Invasion alert we're blowing up now If a man wants it, I'll show him up now When will it stop, my team will be the next to the top So stop hating, thoughts about pen, no we're not racing Trynna get rich, but the blocks raving When will it stop My team will be the next to the top I tell a man that the leng is there Thinking about cuz they're hench and stare Fam i don't care if you're benching bare Man still get left in intensive care Allow the vex up man get a left hook And that's it all ended there If my name comes out of your mouth Then after that, that's extended air Yeah,yeah ima f** this up, make them wish that the pee ended there Ima f** this up, make em wish that the pee ended there Man saw me on lord of the mics, and they wish my career got ended there Allow that, man can't end this bre Bare man don't want us to clock on So they try indirecting there Them manna indirecting bare Take your food to my ends and share My real dawgs that make ends meat That will ride out when it gets peak On a madting ya can't test me, test who? Test me, 2 real that's depz g Riding out with my older dawgs in that X6 no X3 And i still rap, still trap, still out here trynna see a mill stack Still riding out with the ill pack, and all of my mandem with back Willbeck like Man U Even you know that mans due, want piff, there ain't' nothing you can do Bring them grams through, Blow there ain't' nothing you can do 2real