Jay-z - Spiritual lyrics

And it says, now the works of the flesh are manifest Meaning, the things that are in the sinful nature They always come to the surface And when they come, when they come to the surface They come to the surface as demons All this work can pay off I just want all this work to pay off Just don't calculate us Don't calculate us Get to know you later (Spiritual, yes it is spiritual) (No I'm not poison, no I'm not poison) Just don't calculate us Alcohol in my room Spiritual, yes it is spiritual No I'm not poison, no I'm not poison Just don't calculate us Spiritual, yes it is spiritual No I'm not poison, no I'm not poison Just don't calculate us Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, I am not poison, no I am not poison Just a boy from the hood that Got my hands in the air In despair don't shoot I just wanna do good, ah I am not poison, no I am not poison Just a boy from the hood that Got my hands in the air In despair don't shoot I just wanna do good, uh Pray your father's father wasn't touching his little daughter Creating trans-generational trauma, that sh**'ll haunt ya Pray your little cousin ain't fall from the place that you fall asleep Of course it's hard for me n***a ain't dozed, I ain't washed in a week I ain't changed clothes 'til the Black Album Y'all rap about 'em, I wrestled in these streets 'Til I tapped out 'em, them n***as is WWE Y'all can have that, I'm smack dab In a hurricane of emotions Can't even raise my little daughter, my little Carter We call her Blue 'cause it's sad that How can I be a dad that, I never had that Shattered in a million pieces, where the gla** at I need a drink, shrink or something I need an angelic voice to sing something Bless my soul, extend your arms, I'm cold Hold me for a half hour until I am whole, yeah I am not poison, no I am not poison Just a boy from the hood that Got my hands in the air In despair, don't shoot I just wanna do good, ah Alcohol in my room Spiritual, yes it is spiritual No I'm not poison, no I'm not poison Just don't calculate us Spiritual, yes it is spiritual No I'm not poison, no I'm not poison Just don't calculate us Yeah, yeah, yeah Sick of hiding in holes and behind hyperbole This is the real me unfold Gangster is love, I'm thuggin', I'm huggin' This is tougher than any gun that I raised Any crack that I blazed, that was nothin' Peeling back the layers, uncovering Scars that never healed, I never kept it this real I acted out, my life a stage, ten thousand people watchin' Where's the little boy I knew? I must have forgot him Stuntin', of course we never grew But we're alone now and I'm singing this song for you Stuntin', of course we never grew But we're alone now and I'm singing this song, you I am not poison, no I am not poison Just a boy from the hood that Got my hands in the air In despair don't shoot I just wanna do good, ah I am not poison, no I am not poison Just a boy from the hood that Got my hands in the air In despair don't shoot I just wanna do good, uh Alcohol in my room Spiritual, yes it is spiritual No I'm not poison, no I'm not poison (Just don't calculate us) Spiritual, yes it is spiritual No I'm not