Jay UF - Like This lyrics

Alright, check, yo I used to run around thinking life was something else I thought to myself, life was hell, but it wasn't All because I couldn't be bothered Couldn't stand up like a man and try to be honest I was on stubstances, a lot of sh** Many times, tell myself that I'd stop and quit But I didn't, a never-ending circle started Blaming everybody else in the world for something It was like I was on a path; self-destruct Counsellor tried to help, couldn't help enough Mum took me to the Doc and he gave me the meds He told me Zoloft was good but only made me a mess What's a 16 year old to do with no school? Thinks head is so cool, but really had no clue Only help was the pen and the pad Every time I get it down will fade the memories black and their gone When I feel like this I'm not about to quit When you think I'll turn my back, you'll hear a track like this When I feel like this I'm not about to quit When you think I'll turn my back, you'll hear a track like this People hear this and they think it's about them Funny how we go through all the same things From growing up broke ways, scraping that change up To chuck in with the boys while you're craving to chase bud Then bad habits turn to other bad habits Then slowly you're known as another sad addict It's a sad fact that there ain't much help Now you wanna make change, you gotta do it by yourself Now I'm doing this for everyone who's struggling now Who gotta remain, told 'just go toughen it out' People judge along the way, gotta leave them behind If they are real friends then they'll be by your side, and that's the truth The loyal ones will keep in touch, and they my brothers We don't even need the blood I swear I got their back till the day that I die I don't sugar coat sh**, it's the way of my life, till I'm gone When I feel like this I'm not about to quit When you think I'll turn my back, you'll hear a track like this When I feel like this I'm not about to quit When you think I'll turn my back, you'll hear a track like this Still today, nah, Jay never changes Still rock the clothes that I've had for ages Still can't believe that my raps on pages, have turned into art That I've marked my name with Still be the same in ten years and on Stay true to myself till my life is gone Stay real with the fans while I write these songs Feel the vibe in my lines while I write my wrongs Cos I, thought about quitting for a little bit Over silly sh** like I was 'no longer into it' But I fixed my sh**, and bruise these hits To implement this gift that I choose to win So, come and let me flow and show another episode of Jay Dee on the merry-go, round on your stereos Loud and hysterical, people seem to get it though Everytime steppin' to the mic, ears are ready yo Understand they aren't stopping us now They all laugh back then, now they off in the crowd And suddenly, people can see I actually rap And tell the truth unlike those who badly just act And people say with rap, 'Jay you have to adapt' Well f** that, I'm real, I spit actual facts f** a deal, yeah we building and I'm packing the stacks It all came from nothing but a pa**ion for rap, till I'm gone When I feel like this I'm not about to quit When you think I'll turn my back, you'll hear a track like this When I feel like this I'm not about to quit When you think I'll turn my back, you'll hear a track like this